Hello,

I`m Maren from Germany. Many Years ago I startet to study everything about castration. My profound dissatisfaction about my former male Status was a strong motivation for me.

In 2010 I decided to start my castration by alcohol injections. Since I had studied medicine, the fear I was making a mistake was low.

I injected every two weeks 2ml - 5ml into each testicle. And after somen month the testicles shrinked and deminished the Testosteron production.

I remember that after one injection I`d to visit the emergency room. The right "Tumor" was very swollen and it was hurting like hell. I´d to stay some days in Hospital with no consequences...

The doctors were baffled and sent me back home... In January 2011 the loss of Testosteron was horrible. I`d strong depressions and hot flashes. I started with estradiol Patches and the side effects disappeared.

In December i visited a specialist for endocrine medicine, he coninued my self medication til today.

February 2014 I`d had my sex reassignment surgery... Now I´m the sucsessful buisnes women of my dreams. I am Happy

Thanks to all of you helpng me to get my Goal... My Nickname was Abrax97

With Kisses Maren

I´m sorry for my poor english!

Hi Maren, Your English is very good. Welcome and congratulations on getting to where you wanted.

Herzlich wilkomen! Du spricht seht gut, ausgezeichnet! Leider nich so für mich...

Good to know you are happy. This is a hard journey. We wish you all the very best. You have many friends here.

Your English is fine and understandable. The only question is that December 2011 when you visited the endocrinologist?

It is good and encouraging to see more and more ex-males living as a happy women.

Thanks for sharing your experiences with the rest of us who question their gender