Im singing in the rain hee hee hee jumping for joy!!!!! Haed my exam this morning. Doctor looked at me with sad eyes. Scottie he said.... your testicles are dying and we can not do anything for that. I want to watch you for infection and becasue your one testicle is draining I want you to take this antibiotic so maybe we can save the sac. I want to see you in 15 or 20 days and then your testicles will have shrunk. If they shrink then we will not need to remove them but if not we will send you to a surgeon and have them surgically remooved. As far as your testosterone I am not going to do anything until the episode is over in terms of swelling and healing and shrinkining. Your mood issue and your very soar breasts are all apart of the situation. If everything keeps on progressing then I will maintain your care. If not then I will suggest a uroligist who specializes in cancer of the testicles for their removal and your treatment. That was it. My moods are all mixed up for sure. Not about this but about everything. Im sad one minute happy another, sweating another, angry the next, and dont know the next. I am also down to 10 points total out of 200 to 400 Testosterone levels. So the doctor says to me. For all intensive puposes you are castrated! I will post again as further developments occur. Thank you all. I appreciate all of you with great affection. someday I hope we all meet. Not only that The Mistress I live with wants my testicles in a jar for our bedroom. Seems like a dream or a story. But I can tell you all that I still don't know if I would do lactic acid again. It hurt like hell. Be well all of you!!!! Scottie Ill report my next visit to all.

Let me be the FIRST to congratulate you, Scottie.

I hope all turns out well and to your liking.

Keep a close eye on everything still...you might want to go to the urologist just to be on the safe side!

So what does that make it...three eunuchs since I've joined the board in July....what's that total for the year? Any one know?

Time to celebrate!

(Though I hope no one else has to go thru the lactic acid deal. You never know.)

Peace,

Lysette

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Scottie (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 20, 2002 12:40 pm our testicles are dying and we can not do anything for that. I want to watch you for infection and becasue your one testicle is draining I want you to take this antibiotic so maybe we can save the sac. I want to see you in 15 or 20 days and then your testicles will have shrunk. If they shrink then we will not need to remove them but if not we will send you to a surgeon and have them surgically remooved.

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I am glad you are under medical care and will continue to be so.



If it does come to surgical castration, would you like the scrotal sac removed, and would they do it if you asked? Just curious. I've tried it both ways, prefer the scrotum off.

At Least three eunuchs Lysette and all happy as well, there may even be more.

Scott, hope your doctor takes your nuts soon I know you will be happy without them as I am.

scottie i am glad you have finaly reached your goal. i have been very woried about you the past couple of weeks.i hope every thing works out and you have a speedy recovery scotty i have been praying for you every night

Scottie,

It sounds like you have a valid reason for removing them. Tell the doctor to remove them and get it over. Otherwise find a urologist who will on your own.

Hello! I don't get it???? Why is it when I read your posts (all of you) I feel the caring, warmth sincerity concern, and even some love too. This morning on opening my posts I actually cried with the love that I felt from all of you. If this is who we are, or who we become then I am a proud Eunuch! I do want to share that I am going for an exam on Wendesday. My Doctor knows they are dead and dying and shrinking. He wants to see if the fistulas or holes that the acid made in the sac are going to heal. He does not want a staff infection to form. I don't either. The next step then will be to the Cancer testcular doc who specializes in removal of both sac and testicles. So... besides being a completey castrated by having no testosterone from my testicles they are dead. I will soon be able to cross my legs properly. LOL I do care and love you all!!!!!!! Scottie PS. If anybody has any questions about Lactic acid and some mistakes I made that if you wish you dont have to make or just for general information please let me know. Scottie

Scottie (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 21, 2002 5:17 am The next step then will be to the Cancer testcular doc who specializes in removal of both sac and testicles. So... besides being a completey castrated by having no testosterone from my testicles they are dead. I will soon be able to cross my legs properly.

That all depends on how you define crossing your legs properly. You will still have part of your equipment to get in the way.

Again, I wish you luck in getting rid of thos balls soon. You have gone to a lot of troble to achieve your goal just to have the doctors trying to save them.

Why can't they understand. It is like the guy who cut off everything just to have the doctors reattach it.

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I have to allow the doc to do what he does. I have made it look like an accident and when they take the testicles and ulcerated sac my medical Ins will cover it. Besides Im castrated as far as opperations and testosterone levels anyhow. I really want to know from everyone how this emotional thing works. Will it level off. Thank you, Scottie

Scottie (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 21, 2002 11:25 am I have to allow the doc to do what he does. I have made it look like an accident and when they take the testicles and ulcerated sac my medical Ins will cover it. Besides Im castrated as far as opperations and testosterone levels anyhow. I really want to know from everyone how this emotional thing works. Will it level off. Thank you, Scottie

The emotional state of euncuhs after castration varies from person to person. There is the "calm", as your mind thinks less of sex and aggression. You may be subject to mood swings, and cry more. Most eunuchs do tend to become more emotional after castration, and if that happens to you, you will probably find yourself accepting it as a part of your new life.