Hi everyone,

many years ago i found out, that crossdressing is a wonderful thing for me and it became a great fetish for me. But with years passing by, it became less arousing, but i just feel so happy when i am "en femme", so much more as when i live my male life. I am not sure yet if i am mtf-transgender, but i am much more happier as woman. The big problem is, that with full-time life as a woman, i would probably loose all, jobs, friends and family.

One important thing for me is that i had a vasectomy some years ago, and that was a great moment for me when i lost my fertility and was no longer a "real man". With more and more information on the web, i began to be curious about castration and eunuchs, and so this subject became more and more interesting for me. Luckily i found the EA and looked in since some years as anonymous visitor.

Now i thought it is time to register here as a member and was couraged enough to do it, and now i don't care that the majority of people thinks that the interest of being castrated is strange or sick.

I am not sure yet if i really want to have a orchiectomy, but i am absolutely sure that i want to try how it feels to be a eunuch, with chemical castration.

I hope that some here want to share their experiences with me and help me achieve this first step.

Greetings

Verena

Welcome

Many have started like you, just curious and finally have decided take action, some who have decided make a trial have found that is what they really want to and they have not regretted. Browse the different options in chemicall castration ,be well informed and you will be safe

counseling will help to clear up your Transgender concerns.

I recently became a member also. I am a eunuch but it was from other reasons. I lost one testicle via torsion many years ago at the age of 18. The other testicle was undescended. It was moved to the scrotum a month after the first was removed. I lived for many years with one. Last year I had an inguinal hernia removed and swelling from the operation cut off blood supply to my remaining testicle. I had to have it removed. I guess that makes me a eunuch now. I can say that all this was unwanted by me. Losing the last one had quite an effect initially with depression, hot flashes and other unwanted things. There was an almost immediate loss of sexual arousal. This has a great impact on my family life with the inability to perform. I have started with TRT to try and get something back that I have lost. It seams to be doing something although not nearly like before. I'm still unable to penetrate. I have notice lengthening (I had considerable shortening). Certainly didn't ask for this. If your looking for these problems, then I'd probably go along with it for you. Personally, I'd not recommend it. Being a eunuch is irreversible and it does really affect you and everyone around you. Of course it's up to you. Good luck.