Hello!

My situation is. Some people thinks I'm pedofile, because I saw child porno, and do sm other things. But I not rapist or smth else. No. But they pursue me, and try to put me into jail. They tried 3-4 times already, they turn my life into nightmare. And finally they give me choose, go jail or a chemical castration.

Generally, am almost have not erection in my life, even in morning, but sometimes.. And I want to have a family, and I scare of this procedure because I will probably feel myself a cripple. And it will be a huge problem find woman who will accept me as I am.

So my questions. Quick poll, guyz, who still have erection some times? Whose penis shrink absolutely to zero? Who have a breast? Feel any other drawbacks of CC?

What about synthetic testosterone, it will help to have an erection? How much injections will need for this, constantly? How you think, it will possible to make penis implant in future to satisfy my lady?

I have to do it, but I scare so much. Maybe it is not so scary to do? I don't know.

Am Russian, so pardon my English. Plan to go to UK and ask sm doctor for CC.

Thank you very much, hope you'll answer me.

I am pedophile and I had a chemical voluntary chemical castration. I never did anything. No rape, no child porn, nothing. But my fantasies and urges were a high burden for me.

The fantasies went back but I was still able to get an erection, the penis schrank a but but not to zero, testicles too. I gained weight and so did I developed breasts. The highest risk will be ostheoporosis. I dont know your age but if you are still young it is a significant factor if your chemical castration will last your lifetime.

I am not sure what synthetic testosterone will do to your endocrine system when you already take hormone blockers. Also I am not sure a doctor will monitor your testosterone levels.

Am 40. I don't have any weird fantasy about children, am not a pedofile. But these people think so.

Have you gained a lot of weight? Brest is a because of weight? Am a 70 kg.

Do you still can have an orgasm?

If you are not pedophile, then why did you watch child porn?

I gained about 40kg. I was also about 70kg and was 110kg at my peak and now am about 105kg. Breasts mainly because of weight.

Orgasm is still possible, ejaculation is not.