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I'm not sure where I fit in here.

Posted: Mon Dec 14, 2015 2:07 am
by ambiguous (imported)
I suppose I have always been interested in the eunuch culture and have always fantasized about being one.

However I not all that interested in the feminizing effects that would result.

That said I hate my body hair and regularly wage war on it.

I also tuck my nuts 24/7 and just love the empty ball sack. I have been doing this for 18 months now (Checking em out weekly for lumps).

I would be pleased if they were gone but that would raise other issues.

I work out quite a lot and would not like the loss of muscle mass that low T would bring.

I'm a bit confused.

Is this Male to eunuch gender dysphoria?.

Re: I'm not sure where I fit in here.

Posted: Mon Dec 14, 2015 8:11 am
by stephaniesteve1 (imported)
welcome ,and greetings. To answer your question you fit in exactly with this group. Many of us have /had the same concerns and questions you raise. Just go with the flow and read as many posts as you can as knowledge is power.

Stephaniesteve...

Re: I'm not sure where I fit in here.

Posted: Mon Dec 14, 2015 9:14 am
by kristoff
check out the posts on BIID - Body Integrity Identity Disorder.

Re: I'm not sure where I fit in here.

Posted: Mon Dec 14, 2015 9:16 am
by Paolo
Welcome to the zoo.

I'd say you've come to the right place.

I think your typo was "fantasized"? If not, let me know. I fixed it.

If you've 'always' fantasized' about it then, I'd guess that you're probably right.

Also, use the search feature and read up on BIID, which, in a nutshell, is the belief that certain parts (in this case, the testicles) just DON'T belong there.
kristoff wrote: Mon Dec 14, 2015 9:14 am Body Integrity Identity Disorder

Re: I'm not sure where I fit in here.

Posted: Mon Dec 14, 2015 10:13 am
by ambiguous (imported)
kristoff wrote: Mon Dec 14, 2015 9:14 am check out the posts on BIID - Body Integrity Identity Disorder.

Will give it all a read.Thanks

Re: I'm not sure where I fit in here.

Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2016 9:31 pm
by sftineun (imported)
ambiguous (imported) wrote: Mon Dec 14, 2015 2:07 am I suppose I have always been interested in the eunuch culture and have always fantasized about being one.

However I not all that interested in the feminizing effects that would result.

That said I hate my body hair and regularly wage war on it.

I also tuck my nuts 24/7 and just love the empty ball sack. I have been doing this for 18 months now (Checking em out weekly for lumps).

I would be pleased if they were gone but that would raise other issues.

I work out quite a lot and would not like the loss of muscle mass that low T would bring.

I'm a bit confused.

Is this Male to eunuch gender dysphoria?.

You and I share exactly the same wishes and fears. I have been chemically castrated permanently.

Like you, I do not wish feminization, so I take anti-estrogen. Previously I was taking Tamoxifen and now Evista to avoid breast development and osteoporosis from my low T.

I also hate hair. I have used epilator for all body and facial hair. After several years, most hair has stopped regrowing.

I also tuck my genitals, ever since I was about 10 y o, and now 24/7.

Re: I'm not sure where I fit in here.

Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2016 3:00 am
by ambiguous (imported)
I'm pretty much where I want to be now and hope you are happy with your progress.

Testosterone shots and anti androgens both have the same effect on shrinkage and mine are doing just fine with the T;).

I guess thats why I like the EA as at the end of the day we all have a common interest.

I am happy you are taking somthing for osteoperosis as this can be a crippling condition.

I too use an epilator on body hair but you do have to learn how to strip these things down and clear all the hairs that jam them up.

Re: I'm not sure where I fit in here.

Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2016 2:19 pm
by Futurist (imported)
sftineun (imported) wrote: Mon Oct 10, 2016 9:31 pm You and I share exactly the same wishes and fears. I have been chemically castrated permanently.

Like you, I do not wish feminization, so I take anti-estrogen. Previously I was taking Tamoxifen and now Evista to avoid breast development and osteoporosis from my low T.

I also hate hair. I have used epilator for all body and facial hair. After several years, most hair has stopped regrowing.

I also tuck my genitals, ever since I was about 10 y o, and now 24/7.

If you don't mind me asking--how much body hair and facial hair did you previously have?

Also, for the record, if you are curious, I myself unfortunately have a lot of body hair and want to use laser hair removal to permanently remove as much of it (and also as much of my facial hair) as possible. Of course, I myself am also into (some forms of) cross-dressing, so yeah. :)

Re: I'm not sure where I fit in here.

Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2016 2:20 pm
by Futurist (imported)
ambiguous (imported) wrote: Fri Oct 14, 2016 3:00 am I'm pretty much where I want to be now and hope you are happy with your progress.

Testosterone shots and anti androgens both have the same effect on shrinkage and mine are doing just fine with the T;).

I guess thats why I like the EA as at the end of the day we all have a common interest.

I am happy you are taking somthing for osteoperosis as this can be a crippling condition.

I too use an epilator on body hair but you do have to learn how to strip these things down and clear all the hairs t
Futurist (imported) wrote: Wed Oct 26, 2016 2:19 pm hat jam them up.

If you d
on't mind me asking, how much body hair and facial hair do/did you have?

Also, don't epilators hurt a lot--at least initially? :(

Re: I'm not sure where I fit in here.

Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2016 4:23 pm
by Paolo
Having sampled an EpiLady ONCE when they first came out, and nearly peeing my pants, yes, they hurt! I'd imagine they still do.