So yesterday I finally mustered up the courage to go ahead with an everclear injection in both of my manhoods. Now I'm having second thoughts, so I have a couple of questions for you guys. Fyi I only injected .5cc of 151 proof in each one. The pain was mild but it's still there even a day after. Not worried about that though.

My questions are:

What damage will it have done of I stop now?

Will it create birth defects if I decided to have a kid after this one injection?

My whole goal is to just slightly lower my libido, not kill it. Is there any way I can achieve partial castration?

Thanks everyone. Great community here and I'm ready to hear the worst with your guys answers to these questions. So I'm not really afraid, just trying to soak in some more info.

Certainly, there will be some damage to your testicles. But it is very likely that you won't notice any change in your libido, as damaged volume in your testicles isn't too great. And other T-generating cells can compensate by producing more T. Also you shouldn't be too afraid about loosing fertility or causing too many sperm cells with defects. Actually, it is normal to have sperms with deformations and defects anyway. First thing you will notice is decrease of sperm cells in your semen. Probably you will loose your fertility earlier now. Like instead of age 70 you will be infertile at 60. when your sperm count decreases naturally, you will reach infertile levels earlier. Thats all. Probably. Your mileage will wary.