I would just like to say, that at this point I don't know if I would do this again. I wish I just would have had a cutter take them, it probably would have been easier. I am going to the Doctor this week and I hope he agrees it's time for them to be cut off and end this whole thing. He will want another Ultra sound and another T level though. I am still on androcur and my T level is very low. Now heres an intresting little fact. I live with my fiance who is a beautiful girl. she is my Mistress and we practice D's 24/7. She wanted to play with just my penis the other night and so I layed on my back and thought what good is this all going to do. To my amazement I got an errection. It pulled on the scrotum and it hurt but it was a nice big one. I was shocked so I ran to the pill cabinet and took 2 more androcur. She also played with my nipples which are very soar and she pointed out to me that I am getting small "buds" breasts. This morning she had me wear a pair of soft cotton panties and made me wear a pad so if I drained I wouldnt ruin the panties. I just wish it was all over. I hope you all will write. Scottie

Scottie,

I took Androcur for a year and it will make your nipples tender, very tender at times. Also getting an erection that too can happen even after you are a eunuch I know it happened to me. With the right person or under the right conditions you can and will still get hard. Sex response is I think 80% between the ears, so killing the balls, dropping the testosterone to a nice low count, (mine is 35) will keep everything under control until you need it.

Good luck with the Doctor, hope you get your wish and we will have you posting that you are our newest eunuch.

dear Riverwind: Thankyou for your letter!!!!! According to the Doc I am already chemically castrated, and from what is draining out of my testicles I know these balls are dead dead dead. I am going to have them totally removed soon!!!!! And I will be honered to be the newest Eunuch here. I hope you are doing good and will continue to heal and be the leader here that you are. Thanks again Scottie

Scottie,

You have said that you would not want to do it again using lactic acid. However, there is no easy way to get rid of part of one's body. Pain is par for the course. Even those who find a legitimate surgeon can experience serious soreness. And those that find underground cutters risk death by bleeding or infection. Burdizzo and elastrator are very painful.

So, without much support from the legitimate medical community, becoming a eunuch is going to be painful, dangerous, and embarassing. However, it seems like you've really made fairly quick progress toward your goals and so the result has been quite successful. Consider the pain as a rite of passage. Like birthing pain to a new you!

Cheers!

SD

SplitDik (imported) wrote: Tue Sep 17, 2002 8:44 am Consider the pain as a rite of passage. Like birthing pain to a new you!

Well said, SD...well said.

Remember, the pain is only temporary but the joy of no libido will last forever!

Scottie,

I for one admire you for going to the extremes you have to achieve your objectives. As Splitdick said, there is NO WAY a male can get castrated in 21st century America without pain of some kind. It might be physical, emotional (shrinks), financial, or risk (cutters) but there WILL BE PAIN!

But as has aready been stated, and in my experience, you will probably NOT lose all ability to have erections, or even orgasms. What you WILL lose, and why being a eunuch is so great, is all that libido.

I wish you only good luck, my friend. PLEASE continue to keep us informed.

Hi! Had the day off yesterday. I want to comment about the Pain thing. It just seemed so simple and almost painfree in all the information on chem-cast. Cows must have a higher pain level than we do. Maybe becasue they don't think about pain the way we do. That is all I was implying. This weekend I spent draining. The acid runs onto the testicles and burns the skin until it is on fire. Then it drains and drains and after 5 days is still draining. Now the good side of that is tissue and vasdeforus and like tiny cords are comming out with the acid. I am dead in the right testicle and if Im not I will absolutly freek out.

The acid eats it's way through the testicles but also can and does eats it's way throught the scrotum skin in some areas. Now here is the payoff. My left testcie seems small and round and I do not have any feeling in it. I actually think that I will inject it again with 1 cc lactic acid. The right one I will need to wait until it re-shapes and calms down. then another 1 cc injection into that one also. One dam thing is Im determined and I will not fail. Thankyou all for all your help advise and caring. Please keep writting and commenting and I will do same. Take care, Scottie

Scottie,

I have been following your threads on your castration progress with lactic acid.

Adding another 1cc of lactic acid wouldn't be wise. It sounds as if you have done way more than they use in a cow. With the symptoms you are describing I don't think it would be wise to risk eating away other tissue and causing other complications from that.

If what you describe is true then you are probably very close to reaching your goal.

BTW. I can attest to how painful things can be even with a Doctor performing the operation. Taking care of TheFraj last week, I could tell that he was very sore and in pain just from having only nuts removed.

With all the acid that Scottie has injected into his testicles so far, that should have been enough to kill them several times over, shouldn't it?