Some time ago I was in a red hot sexual relationship with a younger man who I loved passionately. The relationship lasted three wonderful years. It was bliss. I was the top and Tim was the bottom. We just fell into those roles naturally, it wasn't planned. However I didn't love Tim as much as I should have. I wasn't comfortable being gay and wanted to stay in the closet. My lover wanted to embrace the gay lifestyle and everything that went with it. He didn't want to hid in the shadows. So the split was my fault. I wasn't giving Tim what he needed.

Tim dumped me not for another man but for another way of life. He dumped me not for a single lover but for many lovers. I was cuckold and it was torture, just extreme psychological pain is the only want to put it. But although I was hurting I also found the experience to be just incredibly erotic. For a time we maintained a friendship and I clearly remember one day when I watched him dress in preparation for a date with another man. I knew he was going to submit to this man but Tim was not completely heartless. My former lover knew that I was suffering so he took mercy on me and let me fondle his balls. That was all I'd be getting and I knew that his date was going to take him all the way.

I hated knowing that but at the same time I loved it. I loved thinking about Tim in the arms of another man. This is all crazy talk I know, but no more crazy than the attraction to castration. Is there a connection between being cockolded and castration fantasy?

Back in the hay days of Yahoo chat, I ran across three guys who seemed to connect cuckolding and castration. All were heteros. One ultimately was castrated at his future sister-in-laws suggestion. The other two were fantasy-types.

In conclusion, if you hunt around this mob long enough you will probably find a connection between castration fantasy or desire and about anything you want to connect it to.

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Atreyu69 (imported) wrote: Thu Oct 01, 2015 7:57 pm . This is all crazy talk I know, but no more crazy than the attraction to castration. Is there a connection between being cockolded and castration fantasy?

I feel sure that an academic is already tuning up to pride the perfect answer, but it would seem that on the whole, ending up a cuckold (pleasures aside) is usually another's choice -which may or not be agreed, and castration is a personal choice usually carried out by another, usually professional.

I've never been a cuckold, and can only begin to imagine. Some say it is a fine pleasure.

I think I'll stay a happy uncuckolded and content eunuch instead.

daifu-orchid (imported) wrote: Fri Oct 02, 2015 5:21 pm I think I'll stay a happy uncuckolded and content eunuch instead.

But that's so boring.

Just don't confuse cuckolding with swinging or living an open relationship lifestyle, whether it be hetero, gay or some other orientation. That's a discussion in itself.

I don't think so, I want to be a eunuch but the thought of cuckolding sends me into a violent murderous rage.

Cuckolding or being cuckolded? -Just asking....