Over the last several years I have come to the conclusion that I wish to be a Eunuch. I don't want to mess about with chemicals but I believe that castration will leave my body chemistry in the way I want it. I reject my old ideals of being purely male and accept that making myself female is not the answer therefore surgical castration seems to be the best way for me to gain the Eunuch gender and to enjoy living as one of this gender which nobody much seems to believe in.

I believe in it because I have the desire to live between the male - female genders and enjoy life without specific ties to either excepting what would remain of my physical gender identity.

Being in the UK seems to be fairly unique to this discussion board

It's a good idea to do a chemical trial before going through with anything permanent. That way you have an idea of what to expect. If you don't like the effects of low T, you can always go off chemical castration, but you can never get your balls back once they are cut off.

I'm using a herbal pill called agnus Castus, which reduces the effects of testosterone. I'm a Vegan and reckon that some of the chemical castration meds are non Vegan. I also understand that there are differences between chemical and surgical castration, (apart from the obvious). However I'm not going into this with a closed mind.