I suppose that some of you know my profile, but summarizing:

1.- I was born as a male but I never felt so. In fact even now I don´t considered myself as a man.

2.- since was a little boy I have felt attraction to other boys, played with dolls and kitchens,

3.- When teenager, Delicated behaviour. I never felt identified with the behaviour of the other boys and I always have felt more femenine but not a woman.

4.- Constant desires to look more femenine and less masculine

5.- Crosdressing sometimes (mainly with my partner)

6.-I really hate all my male physicall and mental features: body hair, beard, "male behaviour" urges of sex, erections, sperm, muscles...

7. With my partner I always playing the woman role, I absolutely love when He treat me both intimacy and in public as a woman.

8.-Currently on estradiol and spiro.Love the results and changes, each day I feel more and more feminine. Woman? mmm no yet.

9.-I hate the slightest reaction of my penis and I wouldn't miss It If I didn´t have It

10.-I feel frustrated when people treat me as "male".

11.-Sometimes I imagine myself as a full woman, get married and having a peaceful nd happy life with my husband.

Seeing that doctors here are not trained in Gender dysphoria

And with basic or poor knowledge in MtoF transexuals.

I would like to know If anyone of you have some kind of test that could help to know If I am a MtF transexual.

and I have some questions to ask:

1) what is the difference among Gender Dysphoria, transexual and transgender?

2)If I´m not a man and I feel feminine but I don´t feel yet a full woman What Is my gender?

3) The hormones that I´m taking as time passes by could help me to discover my real gender?

4) Anyone of you could provide me a writen test to confirm If I have gender dysphoria and If I am a transexual???

At each Item I have tried to be the most honest I could, so you can help me to solve this puzzle.

blessings!!!:)

Those who comfortably fit the binary -- Male, Female, Male-to-Female, or Female-to-Male -- generally know where they fit because of all the role models around them. Those who are outside the binary usually struggle a great deal trying to figure out just who and what they are. What you have written seems to fall outside the binary and you are still struggling with it. A good counselor would help, but in all of Mexico that is only ONE member of the World Professional Association for Transgender Health, the organization of counselors who would be most likely to help. The one person is in Culiacan, Sinaloa. I don't know where you live, but that may be much too far.

If you are interested, I can try to find someone closer through my contacts in WPATH.

Culiacan is too far. Thanks a lot anyway.:):)