Good afternoon for everyone here. First than nothing, I am Gabriel Ramirez, And I am writing this from my boyfriend´s account. My boyfriend here is known as Impotentus. I am writing this as a way to say him thanks because I´ve gone trough hell lately in my life. I know that many of you here believe that I am being rather abusive with him. All the things that we have done in the past, we have done it for previous accord. Impotentus, or rather should I say Israel, I just wanted to tell you that my life will never be complete again if you are away from me. I know it´s hard to hear this from me, but, yes, I need you at my side. These days since I fractured my penis have been worse than hell it´self. There´s no one in the world who can understand me like you, nor anybody whom I´d like to spend the rest of my life with. I love you, and even when almost everyone thinks I like to abuse you, you just understand that being dominant it´s just a part of our "power play".

Whatever you´ve done for me, in all of these seven years, cannot be descriibed by another word other bthan wonderful, I am not willing to let you go away from me.

I need you, my heart needs you. I cannot describe accurately enough how much well-being have you brought to me in these days. you just know that I am not good with spoken words. Even when my family turned me down for being gay, you were there. Whenever I had the most hellish days at work, you are there for me, at the end of the day, when I can hear you calling to me, Whenenever life gets too rough, whenever I need you, you are there. These years at your side have been pretty special, wonderful and romantic. What you did for me, caught me by surprise, but I am astounded because I was njever expecting you to get castrated. I never want to get far from you again, I am missing you.

-with all the lovge in this world-

your husband, Gabriel.

P.D. Sorry, but I had to tell you.

Sounds like a wonderful relationship, beatings, abuse, maybe he left for a reason.

I understand you, I´ve just finished my relationship. I feel so bad, almost eight years. He simply dissapeared, However from the start I had been completely aware of that one day It would happen. He is married. I´m passive, he active, a relationship without any kind of violence and everything was alright. I don´t want to say more details. There were some problems, before that seem not to be so serious. Although I think is unfair that you use his account I understand In someway because I´m still in love like you. My case seems have no solution so I´m starting accept the unavoidable and go ahead with my life. My desires of castration have nothing to do with him, at the beginning perhaps have been for him, but now I´m completely sure that It´s for me beacuse I´m an eunuch. Finally, I don´t know the context of your situation but I think that talking is always the solution. Control your passion and try to talk with him. Use the brain, feelings out of control could be dangerous. keep the calm and talk. My case is different so I´m on reflection time and thus getting my mind prepared to admitte whatever must happen. Good luck! By the way I´m against of any kind of violence. Love and peace!!!

For everyone here... I DID NOT LEAVE HIM. It was just that I had a hellish load of job lately. So I haven´t been in my home lately. Thanks anyone for worrying and sorry.

My dear husband. I am sorry if I caused something wrong here, but i thought that This was a pretty good method. These days that we´ve been split up, have been worse than hell itself. I now understand that you are not my husband. You are my other half. I Need you, I want you. I can´t just tolerate being far away from me for such a lenghty time.