Hello all.

I'm a (very submissive) gay boy. I could define myself a wannabe for now, perhaps because i'm 19, and i'm not totally sure of it.

It could sound odd, but i think, and fantasize, of it everytime i'm sexually aroused or i have sex.

It started very soon (when i was 15 and i had my first orgasms).

hey italianboy -- I'm 22 and was just castrated. At 19 you are probably too young. Anyways there are lots of people around here to share advice and experiences, and you will find enough information to make your own decision. When I first came here I wasn't so sure I wanted to be "nutted" but it seems like most men who are castrated enjoy the calm of having no testosterone. Anyways, good luck in making the right decision for you.

Welcome to our zoo! Learn as much as you can from the posts, and ask specific questions. There's lots of first-hand expertise behind the answers. I would agree with geoffrey that you should take particular care with your decisions after so few birthdays. If it is really what you want, then a trial of chemical castration is often advised before doing anything that is guaranteed not reversible. Good to see you here!

Hi and welcome.

One thing you have is time and lots of support to work things out before you leap in.

You are young but you are of a good age to learn about castration. You have time to learn the results of castration and the long term effects. We will help with this as we are able to. --FLO--