Sexual frustration is gone with castration - my personal experience!
Posted: Mon Nov 25, 2013 7:27 am
Hey people!
I would like to share my personal experience as en eunuch, by telling you a bit about the changes that happened after the surgery as well as to give you some advises and tips.
A bit about me: I am 26 years male from Macedonia, currently living in Denmark. I am just an ordinary guy, who had been sexually frustrated before my castration, and now feel relieved and happy.
I started to feel myself sexually frustrated when I was 21. Instantly, I started reading about how to reduce libido, and quickly found out that I need to get rid of my testosterone. The first thing I did was, taking andorcur pills, and after few weeks, I felt somewhat relieved. After few months I gave up taking the pills, since they were expensive and I was afraid not to damage my liver. But the fight against my sexual frustration didn't stop there.
After few years, when I was 24 I finally got the possibility to do the surgery. I found a lot of information on this website, for which I am very thankful. The biggest hurdle for me was the amount of documents the most clinics were requiring. Some documents could be both costly and hard to get like for ex. psychiatric letter. However, I found a doctor in Bangkok who did the surgery for as little as 5000 thai bahts (150 usd). It supposed to be a very simple surgery, so it does not have to be done in expensive clinic. The following few days after the surgery I had just a little pain in my scrotum. Meanwhile, I was taking some painkillers and antibiotics, given by the surgeon. The pain was quickly decreasing, and after a week I felt no pain at all. I decided to use my second week in Thailand to take vacation by the seaside, where I was sunbathing and swimming without any concern about the surgery I just had.
When I got back home I was feeling how my Testosterone level decreases slowly. I didn't have the urge to masturbate every day, but instead, once a week or even more rarely. The masturbation urge that had been driven me then is completely different to what is now. Before the surgery I strongly needed it, and now is just like something you like it, but is not something you could not live without. Desire to masturbate is now just as a desire to watch a TV-show, i.e. you would like to watch it, but if you because of whatever reason can not watch it, you don't really get mad.
The decreased sex drive, also affects the emotional stability. Now, I am more emotionally stable by far. Because, in order to become emotionally hurt, you need to have had sex and intimacy with a particular girl. Since now, sex doesn't really mean something important to me, I don't have the need to impress the girls and spend my energy to something that often turns out to be totally unproductive. With other words, I still like sex and having a girl next to me, but I don't consider that as something of primary significance. Furthermore, the life alone seems to be more acceptable than before.
When it comes to side effects, I would also like to share my personal experience. Well, first of all, I haven't felt as strong side effects, as I was expecting. As far as I know, there are three negative side-effects that come as a consequence of low testosterone.
The first is gaining weight. Well, honestly after the surgery I felt happier and relieved, and often the happy people don't have energy to do a lot, since they are happy. I became less angry and stressed which leads to a lesser need for physical activity.(And that is the key thing, why some eunuchs experience gaining fat.) So, before the surgery I was 87 kilos, and after a year with less sports and more food, I gained extra 16 kilos. I became 103 kilos, which simply was too much. That's why, I decided to loose weight. I started to go to the gym almost every evening, running on the treadmill and practicing fitness. I also reduced my dinners, started to consume less carbohydrates(like white bread) and sugars, and more salads and protein food (milk,fish and meat). I started taking some fat-burn pills as a supplement to my new diet. After less then a year the results were more than good. I lost 20 kilos, so now I weight 83 (less than before my surgery). I have also almost lost the enlarged breasts, which appeared after the surgery. Now I look like healthy young man, full of energy and happiness. Another thing is that my hair-loss stopped. So now I have one problem less to be worried about - I will not become bald!!!
Another thing some eunuch could experience is fatigue. Well, fatigue could only appear to those people, who previously had testosterone as a positive stimulant, which was motivating them to do things in life. Since, the testosterone was motivating me only in the wrong way, and giving me energy which quickly was lost on the wrong things like chasing and impressing girls all the time.
However, fatigue could be experienced as a result of the luck of frustration and angriness. For me a simple stimulant as coffee, works perfectly. After a cup of coffee, I have both mental and physical energy more than before the surgery. Furthermore, I am far more patient now, so it is much easier for me now to study and get concentrated over what I do. Before the surgery, the sexual thoughts were constantly disturbing me, every time I was studying or reading something.
The third and last thing eunuchs could experience is a risk of Osteoporosis (bones damage). It is very easy to prevent yourself from such a potential problem. Just try to consume calcium pills, get the recommended daily dosage or slightly more, and you will be more than fine! I also eat a lot of dairy products in the morning like milk and cheese, which of course increase my overall bones-health.
So, guys having the balls and testosterone off is overall a great thing for all sexually frustrated people, who want to use their life to something else, rather than being driven by an animal instinct (sex drive) which is senseless, especially if it is uncontrollable. I realized that a strong sex drive is something very bad for the mental stability and I believe that is pushing men to the opposite direction of spiritual imperfection.
Thanks for reading my letter!
If you need any tips or suggestions, or would like to share your story, feel welcome to contact me on Facebook: Vlado Stoilov or sicilia_98@yahoo.com
I would like to share my personal experience as en eunuch, by telling you a bit about the changes that happened after the surgery as well as to give you some advises and tips.
A bit about me: I am 26 years male from Macedonia, currently living in Denmark. I am just an ordinary guy, who had been sexually frustrated before my castration, and now feel relieved and happy.
I started to feel myself sexually frustrated when I was 21. Instantly, I started reading about how to reduce libido, and quickly found out that I need to get rid of my testosterone. The first thing I did was, taking andorcur pills, and after few weeks, I felt somewhat relieved. After few months I gave up taking the pills, since they were expensive and I was afraid not to damage my liver. But the fight against my sexual frustration didn't stop there.
After few years, when I was 24 I finally got the possibility to do the surgery. I found a lot of information on this website, for which I am very thankful. The biggest hurdle for me was the amount of documents the most clinics were requiring. Some documents could be both costly and hard to get like for ex. psychiatric letter. However, I found a doctor in Bangkok who did the surgery for as little as 5000 thai bahts (150 usd). It supposed to be a very simple surgery, so it does not have to be done in expensive clinic. The following few days after the surgery I had just a little pain in my scrotum. Meanwhile, I was taking some painkillers and antibiotics, given by the surgeon. The pain was quickly decreasing, and after a week I felt no pain at all. I decided to use my second week in Thailand to take vacation by the seaside, where I was sunbathing and swimming without any concern about the surgery I just had.
When I got back home I was feeling how my Testosterone level decreases slowly. I didn't have the urge to masturbate every day, but instead, once a week or even more rarely. The masturbation urge that had been driven me then is completely different to what is now. Before the surgery I strongly needed it, and now is just like something you like it, but is not something you could not live without. Desire to masturbate is now just as a desire to watch a TV-show, i.e. you would like to watch it, but if you because of whatever reason can not watch it, you don't really get mad.
The decreased sex drive, also affects the emotional stability. Now, I am more emotionally stable by far. Because, in order to become emotionally hurt, you need to have had sex and intimacy with a particular girl. Since now, sex doesn't really mean something important to me, I don't have the need to impress the girls and spend my energy to something that often turns out to be totally unproductive. With other words, I still like sex and having a girl next to me, but I don't consider that as something of primary significance. Furthermore, the life alone seems to be more acceptable than before.
When it comes to side effects, I would also like to share my personal experience. Well, first of all, I haven't felt as strong side effects, as I was expecting. As far as I know, there are three negative side-effects that come as a consequence of low testosterone.
The first is gaining weight. Well, honestly after the surgery I felt happier and relieved, and often the happy people don't have energy to do a lot, since they are happy. I became less angry and stressed which leads to a lesser need for physical activity.(And that is the key thing, why some eunuchs experience gaining fat.) So, before the surgery I was 87 kilos, and after a year with less sports and more food, I gained extra 16 kilos. I became 103 kilos, which simply was too much. That's why, I decided to loose weight. I started to go to the gym almost every evening, running on the treadmill and practicing fitness. I also reduced my dinners, started to consume less carbohydrates(like white bread) and sugars, and more salads and protein food (milk,fish and meat). I started taking some fat-burn pills as a supplement to my new diet. After less then a year the results were more than good. I lost 20 kilos, so now I weight 83 (less than before my surgery). I have also almost lost the enlarged breasts, which appeared after the surgery. Now I look like healthy young man, full of energy and happiness. Another thing is that my hair-loss stopped. So now I have one problem less to be worried about - I will not become bald!!!
Another thing some eunuch could experience is fatigue. Well, fatigue could only appear to those people, who previously had testosterone as a positive stimulant, which was motivating them to do things in life. Since, the testosterone was motivating me only in the wrong way, and giving me energy which quickly was lost on the wrong things like chasing and impressing girls all the time.
However, fatigue could be experienced as a result of the luck of frustration and angriness. For me a simple stimulant as coffee, works perfectly. After a cup of coffee, I have both mental and physical energy more than before the surgery. Furthermore, I am far more patient now, so it is much easier for me now to study and get concentrated over what I do. Before the surgery, the sexual thoughts were constantly disturbing me, every time I was studying or reading something.
The third and last thing eunuchs could experience is a risk of Osteoporosis (bones damage). It is very easy to prevent yourself from such a potential problem. Just try to consume calcium pills, get the recommended daily dosage or slightly more, and you will be more than fine! I also eat a lot of dairy products in the morning like milk and cheese, which of course increase my overall bones-health.
So, guys having the balls and testosterone off is overall a great thing for all sexually frustrated people, who want to use their life to something else, rather than being driven by an animal instinct (sex drive) which is senseless, especially if it is uncontrollable. I realized that a strong sex drive is something very bad for the mental stability and I believe that is pushing men to the opposite direction of spiritual imperfection.
Thanks for reading my letter!
If you need any tips or suggestions, or would like to share your story, feel welcome to contact me on Facebook: Vlado Stoilov or sicilia_98@yahoo.com
