What's next for me?
Posted: Wed Nov 06, 2013 7:47 pm
I am a 48 year old male who has been taking an mtf hormone regimen for almost 2 years. As a result, I have had moderate breast development and my testosterone level is around 100. I have taken off weight and lost most of the stomach that I did have.
I do not have a big desire to present myself as female. But, I do like the female shape and physique. I enjoy wearing tops now that show my breasts slightly extending out, rather than a stomach. However, I hate my male package.
About 15 years ago, I had a testicular hydrocele that caused a significant swelling in one of my testicles. For over a year, I had to visit my urologist for periodic lancings to drain off extra fluid. Eventually, I had surgery to correct the problem. but, years later, even after hrt, I still have one larger side that makes my package stick out all the more.
I am tired of lugging around and showing off what I consider to be useless equipment. I have been through a marriage and have two great kids. I do not have a desire to pursue another sexual relationship and certainly don't feel like I would want to father any more new kids at this age.
Since I have taken off weight and gotten rid of most of my extra flab, I would like to be able to wear more slender styled clothing, including pants. I would prefer to have a smooth crotch with nothing bulging out. I consider my penis useless and am first considering an urethral reroute. Ultimately, I would like to rid myself of both penis and testicles.
I would appreciate any comments, advice and/or shared experiences. Additionally, I would like any recommendations on good medical providers who would help facilitate my direction and desires. I am in the Boulder, CO area, but would consider traveling to see the right doctor.
I do not have a big desire to present myself as female. But, I do like the female shape and physique. I enjoy wearing tops now that show my breasts slightly extending out, rather than a stomach. However, I hate my male package.
About 15 years ago, I had a testicular hydrocele that caused a significant swelling in one of my testicles. For over a year, I had to visit my urologist for periodic lancings to drain off extra fluid. Eventually, I had surgery to correct the problem. but, years later, even after hrt, I still have one larger side that makes my package stick out all the more.
I am tired of lugging around and showing off what I consider to be useless equipment. I have been through a marriage and have two great kids. I do not have a desire to pursue another sexual relationship and certainly don't feel like I would want to father any more new kids at this age.
Since I have taken off weight and gotten rid of most of my extra flab, I would like to be able to wear more slender styled clothing, including pants. I would prefer to have a smooth crotch with nothing bulging out. I consider my penis useless and am first considering an urethral reroute. Ultimately, I would like to rid myself of both penis and testicles.
I would appreciate any comments, advice and/or shared experiences. Additionally, I would like any recommendations on good medical providers who would help facilitate my direction and desires. I am in the Boulder, CO area, but would consider traveling to see the right doctor.
