Hello from Massachusetts USA
Posted: Tue Nov 05, 2013 6:56 am
Hi,
I am a transgendered person, born male with tiny genitalia, small stature, and lacking in body and facial hair. I have never been more than 3.5 inches fully erect. I have been married for over 23 years and shared my wife with two long term lovers of hers. I discovered tremendous satisfaction in watching and cleaning up after her lovers filled her. Ultimately I came to the realization I no longer wanted to use my penis for intercourse. The mere thought of it now makes me go soft. I self identify as a lesbian in a boy's body (although I am decades older than being a boy).
I have secretly been on hormones for over 10 years: 2.5 mg Estrofem and 100 mg Spiro daily. I have real 34Bs which I have explained away to my wife as mid-life weight gain. It is difficult to manually stimulate myself to an erection (but not impossible). My ejaculate is clear and less than half a teaspoon in quantity.
I am not at a stage where I wish to lose my testicles. Sexual Reassignment Surgery is still an ultimate possibility in my future but I want my testicles gone before I even get close to SRS. I wish to put myself in a position where castration is medically required but looks "natural" to doctors and my wife.
I would prefer castration by a "cutter" who will accommodate my requests for videotaping the procedure and how I want to see my testicles used immediately afterwards.
In the short term I seek a woman who will administer Calcium Chloride injections to kill my testicles.
I am very enthusiastic to be photo/video-ed during all procedures and have my face included. There are several female friends whom I wish to have "made aware" of my useless erection, my real breasts, and later my castration. I am reluctant to share this information (text and/or photos) directly with them but would prefer to be exposed with the help of a third party.
That is my introduction.
Peace,
J
I am a transgendered person, born male with tiny genitalia, small stature, and lacking in body and facial hair. I have never been more than 3.5 inches fully erect. I have been married for over 23 years and shared my wife with two long term lovers of hers. I discovered tremendous satisfaction in watching and cleaning up after her lovers filled her. Ultimately I came to the realization I no longer wanted to use my penis for intercourse. The mere thought of it now makes me go soft. I self identify as a lesbian in a boy's body (although I am decades older than being a boy).
I have secretly been on hormones for over 10 years: 2.5 mg Estrofem and 100 mg Spiro daily. I have real 34Bs which I have explained away to my wife as mid-life weight gain. It is difficult to manually stimulate myself to an erection (but not impossible). My ejaculate is clear and less than half a teaspoon in quantity.
I am not at a stage where I wish to lose my testicles. Sexual Reassignment Surgery is still an ultimate possibility in my future but I want my testicles gone before I even get close to SRS. I wish to put myself in a position where castration is medically required but looks "natural" to doctors and my wife.
I would prefer castration by a "cutter" who will accommodate my requests for videotaping the procedure and how I want to see my testicles used immediately afterwards.
In the short term I seek a woman who will administer Calcium Chloride injections to kill my testicles.
I am very enthusiastic to be photo/video-ed during all procedures and have my face included. There are several female friends whom I wish to have "made aware" of my useless erection, my real breasts, and later my castration. I am reluctant to share this information (text and/or photos) directly with them but would prefer to be exposed with the help of a third party.
That is my introduction.
Peace,
J
