Castrated Years/Months:- 0 years, 9 months, 5 days
Method:- Chemical. 100 mg Spironolactone daily.
Age(be honest):- just turned 28 today.
HRT:- Yes.
HRT Type/Dosage:- oral estradiol, 4 mg daily
General Health Status:- Absolutely fantastic. Cholesterol plummeted with HRT, lost 47 lbs, blood pressure dropped, blood sugar dropped, people tell me I look healthier than I ever have been. They say that I look like I'm glowing.
Libido:- Big change from before. I'm still able to get excited when I want to, and still enjoy sexual stimulation maybe once every few weeks or so, (it is definitely MUCH harder to orgasm recently, though,) but it's not a need anymore. I'm in control of it now. I can either do it if I feel like it, or wait several months without really feeling any different either way. It's no longer in control of me, I'm in control of it. The estrogen, though, has actually made the sensation once I do get there WONDERFUL. And it keeps getting better and better with every month. (Plus not having to deal with the mess anymore afterward is a BIG plus. And so is not getting spontaneous erections anymore. I have HATED those ever since I started getting them in the first place.
taking Omega-3's, Biotin, and a multivitamin daily. Eating on the "Paleo" diet which consists entirely of meat, fruit, and veggies, with no grains or sugars. Have lost 47 lbs since starting HRT, and still going. Started at 270, down to 223 now.
jcat (imported) wrote: Mon Oct 14, 2013 5:21 am
My Observations on being a eunuch:-
Well, I guess I'm trans, not necessarily a "eunuch" per say even though I don't have any T in my system, but I can say this: Best... decision... ever!!! In every single way that I used to hate how my mind worked, hate how I felt inside, hate how my emotions worked, I'm calm and at peace now. My brain is finally working the way it did before I entered puberty again, and I'm happy on a core level again after 14 years of feeling like everything was wrong up there. Plus having boobs and a female shape is freaking awesome, and makes me smile every single time I look in the mirror, but again, that's just a trans thing. But I can still gush about it, right?
The difficult things:- Mainly trans stuff. If I was just on chem-castration it would be a lot easier, but being trans means having to put up with constant social fear, and constant worry about whether I look female enough to "pass." If it were just chem-castration, the only difficult thing would be the knowledge that I'm never going to have kids. It's a sacrifice that I had to make in order to be myself, but I'd be lying if I didn't say that it hurts.