I was never abused but....

[Atreyu69 (imported)]

I was never threatened with castration. I was never abused in any way shape or form. Where my interest in castration came from has always been a mystery to me. When I was very young, about six or seven, I had some weird nightmares that I was being nullified. Scary as heck but at the same time they turned me on like nothing else.

When I was about 12, just about at the start of puberty, I found some family nudist magazines my dad had hidden away. Men, women, boys and girls doing completely nonsexual stuff. Camping out, swimming cooking hod dogs and playing volley ball. But I was hooked from that point on. Then I imagined that some of the boys and men were castrated or nullified and the mere thought was almost enough to send me over the edge.

I should add the my interest (not quite an obsession) in castration has always been a fantasy. The very last thing I'd want in real life is to be cut.

[erikboy (imported)]

I have the same problem. I do not understand WHY. And probably there is no logical or rational answer to that. Most probably there is nothing to do with upbringing methods, molestation or abuse.

[stewie69 (imported)]

I've been fantasizing about cutting off my penis since I was quite young. I've had no traumatic experiences, and I can think of no logical reason for my desires, either.