Well finally told a couple of my friends that I am a bi transsexual I am not sure exactly how to describe that but that's what I relate to the most. It really felt wonderful and I felt like a weight was lifted off of me I feel better about life now if just a bit. I do have a couple more friends to tell one I think would not care but the other is totally homo phobic to say the least so I have been trying to figure out how to tell him. I just felt the need to share this as it seems my whole world is changing now. YEs I maybe a guy but I like both sexes but I feel like a woman inside when it all comes down to it. I feel better more like myself when I wear woman clothes not really sexually excited just more comfortable. Been thinking of going out dressed up but where I live a person would probably get beat up or killed for doing that (stupid backwards town). well just wanted to share. take care all

Well as of yesterday I am out to all my friends and my parents. Most of my friends are ok with it one friend said a few bad things but I blew it off if he wants to be ignorant then fine who am I to judge? lol The hardest thing was telling the parents mom seems confused and keeps telling me I am confused (like I just woke up that morning and decided this lol) Dad was to say the least a bit pissed off I figured he would be, but the next day we had lunch didn't talk about my situation though going to just have to give him time. at least the lunch was his way of starting to deal with it and tell me he still cares.

Well done you can now become the person you want to be, it will all turn out fine.

I remember the fear and shame of coming out. That was over a half century ago. It does get better, especially if you ditch the shame and love yourself so you can love others.

When we finally get out of the closet now days we find so many of our friends and family thinks it's OK and proud that we are now out and clear of the things that have held us back for so many years. As more states come on board and legallize same sex marrage life for us will improve.