Hello. Not quite sure if this is the correct board. If someone can point me elsewhere where this would be more relevant, I'll happily go there

Around seven years ago I had an orchidetcomy in aid of reducing my drug-load for HRT. I didn't have much support at the time, and was living an hour away by plane. I ended up going to the surgery alone, walked around for an hour immediately post-surgery to get painkillers, and also flew home too quickly after. (I think I had a day of recovery.) I ended up with a hernia (as people who are too dumb to listen to the whole "don't lift heavy things" advice often get), but since I was home at that point, and did not have tne money to fly back.

I never got it looked at again. I haven't had any other surgery, and with my testosterone producing organs removed I'm actually quite comfortable now with whatever gender people want to identify me as.

Ever since, if I am not extremely careful, if I get too worked up and don't, er, eliminate the problem often enough, I get rather severe pain. If I then at that point do go ahead and have an orgasm, it'll feel like someone's kicked me in what I don't have anymore. (As an aside, one of my current partners, whom I met several years after I got fixed, is VERY much in to CBT and castration, and I mostly get through it by imagining he's doing horrible things to me which he never got to )

Has anyone else got any experience with this? Can anyone guess what the heck is going on in my bathing suit area? Any tips on how to minimize this? Am I simply screwed with blue no-ball syndrome?

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

tl;dr: I get blue-balls, except I left my balls on a tray seven years ago.

Phantom pain would be my guess, I also sometimes feel like someone just kicked me in the balls, which are gone. Yes its painful your legs cross as well as your eyes.

Question: are you taking HRT because that might bring it on more often. I do not so they have become less as the years pass however I still have them and its been over 11 years for me.

River

Seven years, so long. I hope you are very happy now

Thanks for share,

BBcrusher

Riverwind (imported) wrote: Tue Sep 17, 2013 8:23 am Phantom pain would be my guess, I also sometimes feel like someone just kicked me in the balls, which are gone. Yes its painful your legs cross as well as your eyes.

Question: are you taking HRT because that might bring it on more often. I do not so they have become less as the years pass however I still have them and its been over 11 years for me.

River

Phantom pain - I get that too, transiently. But what I'm talking about is more of a slightly less-strong feeling that lasts for hours, or days, until I come. And then it's mindblowingly painful.

This... isn't always a dealbreaker for me enjoying it. ^_^;;;

Yes, I am still. My mood goes south more often when I'm off of it, and I find it a lot harder to get interested in sex, which is still of interest to me mentally. I will be talking to my doctor this year about reducing the dosage this year, though. Still on 1mg of estradiol morning and night which is probably a bit high. (Interestingly,

kintama2000 (imported) wrote: Tue Sep 17, 2013 8:30 am Seven years, so long. I hope you are very happy now

Thanks for share,

BBcrusher

Very. I have a Master who enjoys such things, now, too. We both sort of wish he'd been around then to go with me. And while I never would have done it if it hadn't been a medically wise course of action... well, lets just say that the interest didn't hurt. ^_^

Interesting fact I didn't share- it was under a local and I was awake for the procedure, so I got to watch. Also, I got to freak the doctor out by telling him I could tell that one of the cords was thicker. He stared at me like I was from Mars, and asked me how I knew- I told him it (left or right, I can't remember now, hurt more.

I also got to see them on the tray before I left the room. If only I had a decent camera phone back then.

I love telling people about the above story. ^_^