This is a very real condition, the Male to Eunuch. I suffered with this from about age 7 and finally became complete at 55 when my testicles were finally removed. That was Sept 6th, 2002 and I have never regretted that decision for even a second, the only thing is I wish I had done it sooner.

River

Glad you achieved your goal. I did not have BIID but like you I wish my castration had happened much earlier. While you were disliking your testicles I was disliking being male. Again congratulations to another happy eunuch.

Yes I am and the same to you.

River

Hi everyone. Biid is what I believe is the most accurate description of myself at this time. From being a small child I have always thought there was or is something wrong with me. I finally got access to information here and reading up more that I feel I have gained insight to who I am. I am a male who sexually identifies as male, straight, who has always felt and thought that my penis and testicles should not be there. I don't hate them, they just shouldn't be there. I have found out in my case this may have been a brain mapping or wiring problem occurring in early cell development, of the brain. I am also finding out removal of my sex organs is the cure for this so called psychological disorder. I have had my testicles removed a little more than a year ago, and this was so right for me. I feel so much better physically and psychologically. I am on the right track. Next I will begin working on getting my penis removed. Two of my physicians want me to see a psychiatrist, to which I said fine. So hopefully I will be seeing one in the near future, being the next few months. My urologist already has given me a referral to a specialist who does this type of surgery. but first things first I have to see the shrink. This is a long journey but everything has been going well and how I feel it should. Kristoff's posting of what Biid is was my ahha momend. I have also found out we are not perverts or mental deficients we are just different.

J'ai le même sentiment que Skudster.

Comment, où et qui dois-je aller voir pour me faire couper le scrotum et les testicules.

Les médecins sont t'ils plus ouvert en Angleterre qu'au canada?

claude01, I live in the united states. You will have to keep searching for a doctor. They are out there even in Canada.

Riverwind (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 13, 2013 2:52 am This is a very real condition, the Male to Eunuch. I suffered with this from about age 7 and finally became complete at 55 when my testicles were finally removed. That was Sept 6th, 2002 and I have never regretted that decision for even a second, the only thing is I wish I had done it sooner.

River

How much sooner?;)

Im gonna have to say Biid too and transgender as well. (not sure what i have is Biid or skoptic syndrome, arghhh the terms are killing me)

I want to keep my testes (i know they'll shrink, secrete little and clear semen, and emitt very little T while on estrogen, but im ok with that)but the cock has got to go. It isnt so much a distaste for it just I have a compulsive need for it not to be there anymore. (there are days when i subconsciously dream of my penis not being there nor feeling it and it feels more than ok and sometimes turns me on)

I sure hope unorthodox or custom srs for me will remain an option in Thailand or India.

Im doubtful such surgery is possible here in Northamerica. With everyone being biased about gender. You know, full srs or nothing. There are reports and stories of transwomen not fitting the bill with a complete srs but weren't given a third option. I mean India is pretty chillax with third gender and variants

NB: Im a huge fan othe story dancing with balls. I am fixed with wanting it its incredibly difficult to put my mind off of it. I can agree this is no fantasy, and am constantly let down i havent achieved this yet jn my life. Yet life is still optimistic I will achieve this goal.

I highly doubt whether this is a good idea. You'll have your sex drive remaining but no good way of release. Unless you like prostate massage, that some claim gives them orgasms. Still, very hazardous idea I'd say.

foxytaur (imported) wrote: Sun Feb 23, 2014 10:26 am Im gonna have to say Biid too and transgender as well. (not sure what i have is Biid or skoptic syndrome, arghhh the terms are killing me)

I want to keep my testes (i know they'll shrink, secrete little and clear semen, and emitt very little T while on estrogen, but im ok with that)but the cock has got to go. It isnt so much a distaste for it just I have a compulsive need for it not to be there anymore. (there are days when i subconsciously dream of my penis not being there nor feeling it and it feels more than ok and sometimes turns me on)

I sure hope unorthodox or custom srs for me will remain an option in Thailand or India.

Im doubtful such surgery is possible here in Northamerica. With everyone being biased about gender. You know, full srs or nothing. There are reports and stories of transwomen not fitting the bill with a complete srs but weren't given a third option. I mean India is pretty chillax with third gender and variants

NB: Im a huge fan othe story dancing with balls. I am fixed with wanting it its incredibly difficult to put my mind off of it. I can agree this is no fantasy, and am constantly let down i havent achieved this yet jn my life. Yet life is still optimistic I will achieve this goal.

foxytaur (imported) wrote: Sun Feb 23, 2014 10:26 am Im gonna have to say Biid too and transgender as well. (not sure what i have is Biid or skoptic syndrome, arghhh the terms are killing me)

I want to keep my testes (i know they'll shrink, secrete little and clear semen, and emitt very little T while on estrogen, but im ok with that)

Just so you know, Foxy, that "little and clear" phase only lasts for about the first 6 months or so. From then on, NOTHING comes out. Once the T levels are down into the female range for an extended period of time, orgasms basically become completely dry.

Also, if I may add something else, I found that I was completely transfixed on getting my guy parts removed pre-transition. But once the T was out of my system and I had made the full-time social transition, the obsession more or less completely vanished. Now it's just kind of a passive annoyance to have them there rather than an "OMG, I HATE these things and they need to be gone NOW!!!" So yeah.