My intro
Posted: Thu Jun 13, 2013 7:33 am
Hello all. I've been following this site for around 15 years (can it really be that long?) but have been less involved since getting married and starting a family nearly 10 years ago. I recently made a new account as I couldn't remember my username/password having not logged in for at least 8 years.
My castration interest began very early in life (around 9 yrs old) while watching Planet of the Apes. When the main character was struggling to avoid being castrated, I asked what that meant. My mom explained that he was going to have his nuts chopped off (I believe those were her actual words). I remember thinking about how awesome that would be.
My interest grew as I reached puberty and began to deal with unwanted sexual urges. Growing up in a small town I was very involved in church and turned to the Bible for guidance on how to deal with the new urges. I kept coming back to Matthew 19:12 where Jesus seemed to encourage men to become eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven.
In college I actually wrote to Planned Parenthood and stated that I wanted to be a eunuch and asked how to go about it. I was very surprised when I received a letter back about a month later. It encouraged me to read up about the effects of castration in my college library but stated that they had no information on how I could get castrated.
When I found this site in the mid to late 90's I would go on a few times a week. I rarely posted (I did perhaps 3 -8 posts under my former username which I don't remember anymore). Reading posts from Riverwind, Bboy, and others made me feel like I wasn't alone in this world.
I pretty much dropped off this site about 10 years ago when I got married. Lately though, my castration interest has returned. I've been considering going to a Dr. to be castrated. I discussed this with my wife who basically said that although she would miss my balls if it was something I really wanted to do she would support me.
Then, about 3 months ago I began following the Calcium Chloride thread very closely, and last week I decided to go ahead with Calcium Chloride injections. I initially indicated on the thread that I would start out very slow with the injections, but after my last post I actually injected a lot more in.
So, I was laying in bed thinking that I probably will be a eunuch in the next 30-60 days and realized it might be a good time to introduce myself to the community.
My castration interest began very early in life (around 9 yrs old) while watching Planet of the Apes. When the main character was struggling to avoid being castrated, I asked what that meant. My mom explained that he was going to have his nuts chopped off (I believe those were her actual words). I remember thinking about how awesome that would be.
My interest grew as I reached puberty and began to deal with unwanted sexual urges. Growing up in a small town I was very involved in church and turned to the Bible for guidance on how to deal with the new urges. I kept coming back to Matthew 19:12 where Jesus seemed to encourage men to become eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven.
In college I actually wrote to Planned Parenthood and stated that I wanted to be a eunuch and asked how to go about it. I was very surprised when I received a letter back about a month later. It encouraged me to read up about the effects of castration in my college library but stated that they had no information on how I could get castrated.
When I found this site in the mid to late 90's I would go on a few times a week. I rarely posted (I did perhaps 3 -8 posts under my former username which I don't remember anymore). Reading posts from Riverwind, Bboy, and others made me feel like I wasn't alone in this world.
I pretty much dropped off this site about 10 years ago when I got married. Lately though, my castration interest has returned. I've been considering going to a Dr. to be castrated. I discussed this with my wife who basically said that although she would miss my balls if it was something I really wanted to do she would support me.
Then, about 3 months ago I began following the Calcium Chloride thread very closely, and last week I decided to go ahead with Calcium Chloride injections. I initially indicated on the thread that I would start out very slow with the injections, but after my last post I actually injected a lot more in.
So, I was laying in bed thinking that I probably will be a eunuch in the next 30-60 days and realized it might be a good time to introduce myself to the community.
