I have been contemplating castration for many years. Last year I used an androgen reducer to see what it fees like to be castrated. This year I have started injecting vodka into my testicles every month. I numb them first by banding and cooling in ice water. I then inject 3cc of vodka into each testicle. I am doing this slowly over time to get used to lower testosterone. Eventually I would like to have them removed along with my penis.