Time to introduce myself. I'm a gay man in my mid-30s. I've been thinking about being castrated for over a decade. I haven't done anything about it yet but it's something I keep coming back to.

Lots of things appeal to me about it. The most important is that my sex drive is way too high, and I feel it runs my life rather than the other way around. I masturbate too much and waste loads of time just thinking about sex all the time.

Also, I've always been envious of guys with smaller packages and I really want to be impotent. I can't explain that.

I really like body modifications as well and I think castrations can look amazing.

I worry about a few things, too. I worry about doing it safely. I worry about whether I would be okay mentally without testosterone. And I worry about feminizing effects, which I don't want. And I suppose I worry too about whether relationships can still work if I'm totally uninterested in sex.

Hi you are now part of a great site with lots of like minded people we have all been there. Just ask away.

Thanks

There are so many of us on here with the same questions and hesitations. You are in the right place