25 year old gay guy here. Been curious about castration for the past few months when before then it was much more of a turn-off. But did a sudden 180 with it coming across some erotic fiction on the subject. Should be upfront I'm not looking or curious about becoming a eunuch myself, but I have grown an increasingly deep curiosity about castrated males and maybe even doing the castrating. Or at least some castration 'play' with the right guys.

So just dipping my toes here and there on the matter while a new online friend is helping me explore it. But as with many of my fetishes and kinks, I'm always interested in the psychological aspects and motivations. I have a very dominant nature (both sexually and non-sexually), so I can already analyze myself and possible reasons I'm curious about castrating other males, but would really like to know and get some perspective from the other side.

Thank you all.

In case you return to read replies, you can feel comfortable with yourself about having any kind of fantasy you want.

When we sleep, we have some wild and crazy dreams.

When we are awake, we can have other wild and crazy dreams, but we call them fantasies.

You can intentionally start with a fantasy, and let your mind "write a book" and go into thoughts you never thought you could have.

However if your mind won't let you stop having fantasies, and you feel you have lost control over you, then outside help in dealing with that is advised.

Most important is to not act out your fantasies, nor your dreams.

Acting out your positive creative hopes and plans, those that do no harm to yourself or to others, is essential.

Being castrated in any setting other than a professional medical setting is doing harm to yourself.

Being castrated, chemically or surgically, by choice, is for some people a mandatory necessity in order to eliminate uncontrollable testosterone which had had nothing but negative effects upon their lives. It should never be done as a result of a dare, fantasy, or out of curiosity.

To many people this seems totally crazy.

To those who need it and do it, it makes absolute complete sense.