Hi all,

I started crossdressing many years ago, and i liked too this sissymaidfetish.

But i realized, it is not only the fetish to wear such beautiful outfits, it is more. Serving and being submissive, and being kept in chastity devices. With my chastity, i found out that i can have very strong anal orgasms, but only without touching my penis. So i do not need erections really for a fulfilling sexuality.

Now i want to try chemical castration first, and if i like the life as eunuch, i want to have my testicals removed.

I hope to get here much help from other eunuchs!

Yasmina

No, thats not my real name, but it fits to my aim, being an eunuch

As a chemical or surgical eunuch you may find that your sexual fetishs will most likely vanish and without hormones you will lose most,if not all, of your libido. By all means have a trial run as a chemical eunuch as once you are cut you are cut for life. A trial run should be undertaken for at least a year with no breaks in the treatment before deciding to go all the way and be castrated. If you go on and off you will not get the full castration experience,think its what you want and have a lifetime to regret that you are forever a eunuch. Hormone treatment will restore some sexual function but it is seldom perfect. On the upside you wll get a rounder butt and some breast developement and female clothes will fit better. If you eventually decide to be a eunuch, please be castrated by a doctor and in a hospital or clinic and not by some undergroud cutter who gets off on cutting you with no regard to whether you live or die.

Hi littletits,

thank you for your kind words. I think there are many very sad guys who have cut off their nuts by some cutters, just because thinking about being castrated made them horny.

I think, i am on the right way, your advice to do the trial at least a year with no breaks is very helpful.