Okay guys, don't fly off the handle here but.....

I was recently in private correspondence with a gentleman who is into what we discuss here and he asked me what patterns did I see, from a female POV, in the men who seek castration and/or nullification. I was hesitant at first because, well I've only known about this community since April, and my only knowledge comes from this site and perhaps two others. I really didn't feel "qualified" to answer, but I did anyway.

And one issue rose...

I wrote "Now, I will admit when I first joined EA, I thought a lot of these men suffered greatly because of angst with penis size. I was quickly proven wrong as I began researching. Some of the sites which illustrate castration have had men who were, from a female's pov, "well endowed." BUT, the majority of them were [either average sized or not so average sized.] Is there a connection there?"

And hence, my new query. Is penis size a contributing factor with those who seek to be eunuchs or nullos? I don't know how you all might feel about this thread. It is just a question, but one perhaps too sensitive? I hope not and I hope to gain some form of enlightenment by your replies. Please understand that I mean no offense by the question, it is just one stemmed from my recent observations. I welcome correction.

If it makes you feel better, my penis size when erect is about a half-inch. And I can't write my name in the snow with it.

Submitted respectfully.

That's really a difficult one to answer. My interest in castration came about from changes in my lifestyle after most of my own penis was lost due to surgical mishap. Though not a true "nullo" as some of the members here, there remains only a stump to which the glans was reattached. There is no function or nervous sensation.

I think that no longer having a penis capable of sexual function came to make me appreciate women on a deeper plance, and not as objects of lust, since that avenue was prety much eliminated.

It might be that other males with "small" organs or other sexual problems may have also, as a result of their problems, come to the same results.

Pretty much I'd enjoy being totally free of the desire for lust, and happily in a loving relationship with a woman who appreciated and desired a partner who's been neutered. I think I may be represenative of a fair number of the readers on this website.

David

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peter4u (imported) wrote: Sat Jul 13, 2002 11:52 am And hence, my new query. Is penis size a contributing

> factor with those who seek to be eunuchs or nullos?

Hmm. One reason I don't like my testosterone is that my penis is pretty big when erect, and creates a large bulge in my pants (pretty embarassing if I'm in public and I get an involuntary erection)!

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ButchAngel_Co (imported) wrote: Sat Jul 13, 2002 12:55 pm My interest in castration came about from changes in my

> lifestyle after most of my own penis was lost due to

> surgical mishap. Though not a true "nullo" as some of

> the members here, there remains only a stump to which

> the glans was reattached. There is no function or

> nervous sensation.

How did you lose your penis (if you don't mind us asking)? Inquiring minds want to know.

peter4u (imported) wrote: Sat Jul 13, 2002 11:52 am And hence, my new query. Is penis size a contributing factor with those who seek to be eunuchs or nullos? I don't know how you all might feel about this thread. It is just a question, but one perhaps too sensitive? I hope not and I hope to gain some form of enlightenment by your replies. Please understand that I mean no offense by the question, it is just one stemmed from my recent observations. I welcome correction.

Here we go again, feeding into the attitude that those who want to be eunuchs are mentally sick sick sick, obsessed by penis size, or testicles or whatever.

Well, I cannot speak for any eunuch but myself, but my decison (NOT desire) to be castrated stemed from my wanting to be free from an excessive libido. I talked this over with Dr. Spector and Jeff Adams, and not once did the subject of penis size come up.

In other words, hard as it may seem for you and for so many others to understand, especially doctors, therapists, counselors, etc etc etc. many of us become eunuchs without any worry about penis size, foreskin or lack thereof, previous vasectomy (I had one), or anything else. It has to do strictly with removing the effects of testosterone from our body. What is so hard to understand about that?

peter4u (imported) wrote: Sat Jul 13, 2002 11:52 am Okay guys, don't fly off the handle here but.....

I wrote "Now, I will admit when I first joined EA, I thought a lot of these men suffered greatly because of angst with penis size. I was quickly proven wrong as I began researching. Some of the sites which illustrate castration have had men who were, from a female's pov, "well endowed." BUT, the majority of them were [either average sized or not so average sized.] Is there a connection there?"

And hence, my new query. Is penis size a contributing factor with those who seek to be eunuchs or nullos? I don't know how you all might feel about this thread. It is just a question, but one perhaps too sensitive? I hope not and I hope to gain some form of enlightenment by your replies. Please understand that I mean no offense by the question, it is just one stemmed from my recent observations. I welcome correction.

Submitted respectfully.

Penis size may indirectly be a factor, in at least some of us. I remember the larger it got during puberty, the more I hated it and the more I wished to have it removed.

I was hoping it would shrink after my castration 3 years ago, but as far as I can tell, it has not. I think occasional nighttime erections while asleep have maintained its present size.

Oh well, either SRS or a penectomy would still certainly shrink it to nothing.

So in a way, size does matter. Bigger is worse.

Andrew (imported) wrote: Sat Jul 13, 2002 3:55 pm Here we go again, feeding into the attitude that those who want to be eunuchs are mentally sick sick sick, obsessed by penis size, or testicles or whatever.

Well, I cannot speak for any eunuch but myself, but my decison (NOT desire) to be castrated stemed from my wanting to be free from an excessive libido. I talked this over with Dr. Spector and Jeff Adams, and not once did the subject of penis size come up.

In other words, hard as it may seem for you and for so many others to understand, especially doctors, therapists, counselors, etc etc etc. many of us become eunuchs without any worry about penis size, foreskin or lack thereof, previous vasectomy (I had one), or anything else. It has to do strictly with removing the effects of testosterone from our body. What is so hard to understand about that?

Dude, "here we go again" doesn't help ME as I've not been on the board long.

Furthermore, I said out of MANY reasons, ONE issue popped up that I had absolutely no insight on. I know about the overactive libido issues, read it, digested it, understood it. But the ONE issue I didn't understand was the size issue and that's why I asked. We've covered a lot on this forum from libidos, to fetish, to fantasy, to TG and TS, to medical reasons, to just plain "no use for it" ....etc. See my point? Everyone's said something to that effect except for the size issue.

Now before I get painted into a corner as a female obsessed with size - um....hm, let me think why I'm here again. As I've already told four gentlemen who have written me (and expressed concern with their size, mind you) size didn't count (not to be cliche here, but it doesn't). One gent expressed that it wasn't what we women thought, but rather his own self-perception. I feel that's valid, don't you? And I told him, in my own twisted way, that I wouldn't care what his size was as long as he knew how to handle the equipment he DID have. Yummy yum yum.

So, sorry if I steamed someone's shorts here. My apologies. I'll try to be a good lil girl from here on.

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peter4u (imported) wrote: Sat Jul 13, 2002 11:52 am Is penis size a contributing factor with those who seek to be eunuchs or nullos?

Perhaps...

As for me, once I measured just for curiosity and was a quarter inch under average size. But as far back as I can remember I have always wanted to rid myself of the whole package down there. I am seeking castration prior to genital reasignment , to eliminate the testosterone effects and reduce the need for anti-androgens. The smaller the better for me!:D

Chris

Neoscrow As for Your very valid and welcomed curiosity I praise You:) :redbounce

My penis is not overly long but extremely thick and hung like an oak tree. I can control my erections (believe it or not) and can make it jump on command:redbounce But the reason I want to be nutted is to give the Woman who shares my life (whomever She may be) the peace of mind to know that I CAN perform but only when She needs me too:) .

You say that...

peter4u (imported) wrote: Sat Jul 13, 2002 11:52 am If it makes you feel better, my penis size when erect is about a half-inch. And I can't write my name in the snow with it.

Well, my clitoris is around 7" long according to how much of a rampage it is on...it sort of expands to fit the job...

The damned thing is sooo deformed...it has a hole running the length of it and I have to piss through it.

After I piss it drips if I don't shake the hell out of it because the hole is so stretched out from pissing and ejaculating through it for around 50 years...and if I shake it to much the guy in the next urnal thinks that either I am playing with it or threatening him with it. Well, hell, I shouldn't exagerate...not ejaculating for 50 years, but ejaculating through it for a good 37 - 38 anyway...

As for writing with it, I never was good with those HUGE tree-trunk pencils that we had to write with in the first grade, so I don't even try with that thick bastard...partly because it gets so hard that I cannot control it!

Besides that, I write like a doctor so nobody knows that I cannot spell...

Despite the fact that it has been known to "get thick" at the most inopportune times... at the beach, in the shower, at a pool and so forth I must admit that is is doing better now than it did when I was in my teenage years.

Besides that I am used to the thing now and the two "nuts" that it "hangs" with most of the time...

Still, I am kind of "attached" to the big, snotty thing and therefore I think that I will keep it. However, please, nobody tell it because I have had a lot of success recently keeping it under control by threatening to "get rid" of it and those two damned nuts that it has to keep around to keep it from getting all depressed and droopy and hanging its head all the time...

:withstupi

Vi's gynecologist made a remark once to her about me and how I was messing up his surgery because I was too large...what a bunch of shit_at_gyneocology.com...He surely has heard of Johnny Holmes...

Oh well, maybe Vi lied about it...maybe it is too little...anyway, I suspect from her actions that she loves it more than she does me.

Well, it could be worse, she could be like Lorena, couldn't she?

You never know about things...



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