Well i have finally admitted to myself that genital modifications are what i want. I want to be a gay male eunuch with a docked penis. Currently i have a set of very large balls and a thick 8.5 inch penis. I have never liked my dick. I remember even as a child doing things to it hoping it would fall off. As for my balls i like them ok but i feel like i need them gone for several reasons. 1. They are huge and in the fucking way. 2. I want to be in more controll of my testosterone levels. I have always been hypersexual. By removing my balls i can achieve a look i want and admire, as well as controll my own sexuality. 3. I am a submissive bottom but all i find are men who once they see my cock and balls all they want from me it to top them. I really have come to loath my dick as it is. I have an aquantance who has had the mods i want and looks great! I am green with envy. In my fanasies the mods are done as part of a scene as my friends actually were(done by a sadistic vet.). But in reality i know that is a very risky thing. So real surgery for me. I have plans for the castration first. Then will work on my dick later.

Well, I can tell why they want it. I am drooling just thinking about it but... I understand you because I have never liked my penis either. I'm working on getting it removed but keeping my balls. I don't want to take pills or shots the rest of my life. When I think about something normally it happens. I got a strong feeling that by this time next year I won't have my penis any more. I statrted almost 2 days ago by tying a wide long shoe lace around it, not too tight. It's been enough to restrict the fluid but not the blood. It has doubled in size and swollen with fluid. The skin is starting to toughen and crack. The inside is being disrupted by all the fluid. I'm curious to see how this all ends but I did some research online. One post mentions the worst case senario is amputation. I wonder if it will happen this weekend, this week or just within the year. I wish I had someone one more time before losing it.

Good Luck with your journey.

Try Chemical Castration first. If that yields the results you're looking for, then you're more likely to get a doctor to help you with a more permanent solution. I'm not a doctor, but from what I know, you could go on Depro-provera or Androcur for an extended period which would likely cause testicle and penis shrinkage. IMHO it's a sensible first step.

Welcome aboard I am also heavily moded and was castrated about 6 weeks ago

and love it I'm currently in the process of splitting my head of penis as soon as my scrotum heals I'm gonna have a large plug put in it. I'm fully tattooed from neck to toes including my penis and scrotum and have female breast implants size d and several heavy gauge piercings i love all my mods. Good luck with your mods and castration.