Hi all.

I'm a 18 (almost 19) years old gay submissive boy. I've ever had fantasies about being castrated. I don't know how, but i'm very excited about it, but at the same time i'm afraid about the idea. I ever felt a bit odd for that (i had some problem to accept myself at the beginning). In this site i read that many boys have the same situation, so i registered here.

I apologize for my bad english.

Marco.

Welcome to the Zoo!. You will find that there are supportive people here who can help you to work out what is best for you.

Raymar

Is there any point in being gay if you don't enjoy it? Castration means loss of sex. It might be fun to think about, and read about, but personally, I wouldn't dream of doing it!

your pic: 'cut by privacy'? more like using a pic of a guy from tumblr and hoping no one notices haha

justjustin (imported) wrote: Thu Jan 19, 2012 3:04 pm Is there any point in being gay if you don't enjoy it?

you're suggesting being gay is a choice?

marco -- how are you submissive? e.g to what? another individual? repressive social standards?

Possibly for a few, it is. But mostly, I'm suggesting that fixing it so you can't enjoy sex is a choice. Bad idea. Sex feels very good. Why lose that? (So OK, I still think about it, but doing is a very different thing.

purpletomato (imported) wrote: Fri Jan 20, 2012 11:14 pm you're suggesting being gay is a choice?

JustJustin,

Being gay is certainly not a choice! It is inborn, and there is no escaping it. You can choose to IGNORE it, but even so you will still be gay. Secondly, castration is not necessarily the ending of sex. I actually am a much more sexual person since castration. I do use HRT which makes a difference I am quite sure, but if anything the pleasure level is increased not decreased.

Raymar

Hi Marco (i'm italian too)

you should accept yourself. But it seems that you finally have, if i understand well. It isn't necessary that fantasies become reality in any case (for me the became reality, and it could be painful). But if simply thinking about it you increase the fun, no worry about it. In any case make your choices carefully.

P. s. I don't know if the boy in the avatar are you. If so, you seem very cute. I think any master (if you seek for one) could appreciate you in any case.