oh thanks you.
Since I was 11, I don't know everything, but I know manything. There's a man live near my house, he always help other people, he is a good guy but he don't talk with other people much.He have bald head, mucle body. I decide go to his house on a sunny day, he open and give me some water ( I didn't know what to say when I meet him, so I ask for some water ), he smile at me and told that I could come to ask for help everytime i want. Living for other people was so great.One day, It's raining really heavy, and I don't have any umbrella or rain coat, and the road is fixing so i have to take other way to my home, and it's more than 500m. So I decide come his house to not get wet from the rain. That wasn't the first time I go to his house. He gave me a towel, and told me take a hot shower to not get flu. When I'm done, he had a hot cup of coffe and a cup of hot tea.Rain continue heavy. I talk many thing with him, about shool, family,myself, some neighbor ... He talk about himself too.He hide nothing. He show me his genital, there was nothing there, no penis, scrotum, and testicles. I ask him why he do that, he answers me that, he castrated because he want people know that you can't know all about a person by look at him, that why he help other people. From that day, I always help other people, and come to his house to share my story.And one day, I ask him if i get castration to, he explained to me that a castrated guy is very hard to have girlfriend, and also can be discriminate by other people, then he tell me everything about his castration and the effect after it. It's ok with me. He take GYM 3 times a week, and I relize that he is a real man after all. And i told him , I decide to get castration when I grow up. I have dream about castration from that day, genital and appearance can't make a real man. He leave our place to get work at New Mexico, we keep talk with each other on the internet. He is going to get marry with an Janpanese girl nex year, she is 27 years old, and he is 42 now. She knows that he don't have genital, but love him because his kindness. He is going to send me ticket to get there on the day of his party. Happy for him

. And I have a girlfriend when I help her get hospital by my bike when she falls on the street from her bike because wet street on rainy day, and I late for school.
Castration was my dream for long time. I have a girl friend, we met each other for 4 years ago,and we love each other really much, i explained her that was my dream,and how surprise she had known its, and still love me.She told me that keeping dream is normal and if I don't get my dream, I will always think about it and feel so sad. We will get marry , and still love each other whatever I am. From there she become the women that can't be replace in my heart. Of course, our parent won't know that I castrated.
He he,It's hard to say my story , but I did it.
Could you answer me How often do you get hormone?And how much for each time?
And I have one more question to ask too, If I get male hormone, does me head get hairloss to bald ? Does muscle still grow ?
Edit: The previous story.
Because he has muscle so I think he get male hormone.