Yesterday I started my experiment taking spiro with the purpose to get a limp and small dick.

Due to request, first something about myself and my girl (I try to explain in detail, how this sexual excitement for both of us developed, because I think it is very hot) Sorry for my bad english, I am sure a native speaker could express his feelings in a much better way

Here is our story:

I had fantasies about cuckolding and femdom for many years but never the chance for real life experience because I was too ashamed to open up to any girl. When I first met my girlfriend almost 2 years ago, we met occasionally at first. While I still had other girls our relationship began to become more serious although we lived (and still live) long distance. Sex life and all other things in our relationship went fine but soon I started to realize that the fact of me still having other girls made her very upset. So I promised her to stop but soon I regretted this promise since I failed again and that hurt her very much. I felt very guilty and didn't want to lose her so I worked hard to prove that I am loving and caring. I am absolutely sure that she is the girl of my life. I would never leave her for another. As time gone by she developed new trust in me and we were happy again, but there remained some kind of doubt for her about my ability to resist the attraction of other girls until the current day. Not an every day thought but from time to time there are moments she feels afraid of losing me.

She was exactly in that mood one night while we were relaxing and cuddling a little bit just after we had sex. She played without thought with my dick in a very tender way but it stayed soft because I had been cumming just a couple of minutes ago. While she did so she sighed all of a sudden "everything could be so fine if your dick would stay as flaccid as this all the time. You wouldn't have that strange need to lust for other girls then and we could be happy forever....." WHAM! Although I was and still I am absolutely sure that she wasn't serious about this at that moment, my mind instantly started swirling about all those cuckolding fantasies I had for such a long time. It kind of flashed into my brain. In no time I had a raging hardon and she looked at me in a surprised way since she could not know which button she had pushed. I tried to hide my excitement since I was very shy about these feelings then, but she could feel it in her hand. "gross, do you like this?" i couldn't say anything i felt the blood rush into my ears. She smiled in a mixture of contempt and amusement. I still can remember this situation as if it was now, it was probably the most intense experience in my whole life. Her reaction was so humiliating but nevertheless so arousing. She continued stroking my dick without saying anything. Her head was next to mine and she looked right into my eyes without saying a word, the whole time with a touch of that smile on her face. She did not stop until I got off in her hand. We didn't talk about this afterwards neither that evening nor the following days. But until now I thought about this evening we played this game for the first time over and over again while stroking myself to climax. When I was back at my university during the following week I came home late after hanging out with the guys and was pretty tipsy. As often I saw her name blinking in my instant messenger and we started chatting. At first it was quite innocent but since I was drunk we soon started to talk a little kinky. I was very horny and could not resist to come to speak to that evening. I told her that I can't explain why but that I found this was a very very hot situation for me. Her reply was a simple smiling smiley. Since then she often uses this fantasy of mine to heat up things. I am not sure, if she does this only FOR ME - to turn me on - or if this is also a thing that she is excited about. We talk about this only while having sex but very often. Once when I asked her, what she would do, if this was real, if my dick would really became limp and I would never be able to have any sexual pleasure again - except with her because she would be the only girl knowing my "little secret", she said "maybe I would like it" but it was as always during intercourse so I can not tell if she was serious. However I decided to give it a try and will have to wait and see her reaction. She does not know from this experiment and I don't want to tell her (for now) because I don't want to snub her. If she dislikes, I am sure I will quit immediately, I love her and all those things I can share with her are more important to me than pushing this sexual kink further. But if she is going fine with it and I suspect that she maybe will, this is going to be heaven for us.....

My spiro arrived yesterday and I took the first half pill of 50mg while stroking. It was stupid, because I already had 2 beers, but I could not resist. These thoughts are driving me nuts.

Today again 50mg in the morning and in the evening. Until now I can not notice any effect but I will keep on posting about my progress.

By the way I am taking pictures too, I would love to share with others and see others results.

I explicitly invite others using spiro for mind exchange to this thread.

If you wish to have children, you should not be using anti-androgen's long term. If you wish to kill your libido take prolactin. You want to take as small of dosage as possible. Note once it's out of your system you will be back to your sexy self.

Make sure you understand all the risks of taking any drugs or hormones.

_g

@_g I admit I'm a bit of a noob in this area, but it was my understanding that prolactin was utilized to increase breast growth as well as to cause lactation. Am I missing something here? I've already had my children so that isn't an issue for me personally, but will be ordering Spironolactone myself this evening to begin my regimine.

Going to reread Prolactin indications now.

@wannabewimp, I understand you're inclinations and motivations towards spiro to cause limpy to, well remain limpy. Fortunately I was blessed with a rather small package at birth, the problem is that my mind is constantly focusing on sexual thoughts so much that it is often difficult to focus on things that are important or relevant. I wish you luck on your journey and would like to be kept "abreast" (lol) of your details as I too will be starting on the same path as you very soon.

les

@_g I stand corrected. According to uptodate.com... "Men — When a high blood prolactin concentration interferes with the function of the testes, the production of testosterone (the main male sex hormone) and sperm decreases. Low testosterone causes decreased energy, sex drive, muscle mass and strength, and blood count. If levels remain low for several years, bone strength may become decreased (osteoporosis). High blood prolactin also causes difficulty in getting an erection, as well as breast tenderness and enlargement."

_g (imported) wrote: Thu Dec 01, 2011 1:01 pm If you wish to have children, you should not be using anti-androgen's long term.

I'm planning to take it for 4 months (that's the amount I ordered). If I or she dislike the results I may also quit earlier. Although I don't care much about getting children NOW, this probably will change in the future. I know that every body reacts on it's own way but as far as I read in the forum I should be safe as long as I don't take it for several years..... I think I will accept the risk.... But thanks for your concerns.

I also read I should keep an eye on my potasssium intake. But I am not very well informed about which food I should avoid... (bananas are the only thing I found so far)

_g (imported) wrote: Thu Dec 01, 2011 1:01 pm If you wish to kill your libido take prolactin

Searched through the internet and the effects of both drugs seem to be alike (the post of LessBaul seems to confirm this) . Why exactly do you think prolactin would be the better drug? Besides I have the problem to get my hands on this stuff, the only online pharmacy I found sending to germany and offering such stuff is http://www.qhi.co.uk

This is where I got my spiro from. Unfortunately they don't sell prolactin.

@LessBaul: Nice to meet somebody with the same ideals. Wish you good luck and hope you give feedback here in the forum.

Update: Haven't felt much change until now, probably a little less interest in masturbation, but because the short amount of time I think this might be just by chance. I will keep an eye on this.

Of course I will post immediately if I experience something special....

My need to masturbate has dropped a little. I was doing so almost daily; and it's become on every third day, though today I am feeling a need and it's the second day.

Yeah, stay off bananas. Pineapple too. Maybe tomatoes. Stuff like that. Apples are okay though.

I forgot to say that you should stay away from fruit juices too, particularly pineapple. I got chest pains while drinking it and taking spirolactone.

wannabewimp (imported) wrote: Thu Dec 01, 2011 4:22 pm Besides I have the problem to get my hands on this stuff, the only online pharmacy I found sending to germany and offering such stuff is http://www.qhi.co.uk

This is where I got my spiro from. Unfortunately they don't sell prolactin.

I have no info on prolactin either but you can write an email to qhi and they probably can provide it. I asked for microgest and they had it.

Hello,

In reference to Prolactin, one might want to refer to the following information obtained at Wiki:

Domperidone (trade names Motilium, Motillium, Motinorm and Costi) is an antidopaminergic drug, developed by Janssen Pharmaceutica, and used orally, rectally or intravenously, generally to suppress nausea and vomiting, or as a prokinetic agent. It has also been used to stimulate lactation in women, and could be used for the purpose of breast enlargement.

Hope that helps.

les

Update: still no noticable changes...

I will be with my girlfriend for the weekend....

Maybe something will happen until Sunday night. Till then wish you a nice weekend.