hi everyone. i just wanted to introduce myself and thank u for letting me join ur forum. i am 27 yrs old and have had one testicle for my entire life due to losing one as a baby. the other is sewed to the side of my scrotum and is always pulled up very close to my body, which can be painful at times. i discovered the eunuch lifestyle while searching for others who have lost their testicle(s.) it has since become a fascination for me and an overwhelming fantasy, something i think about for a good part of every day. i dont mean to offend anyone but i am very sexually attracted to eunuchs. i know that a lot of u dont want to be seen as sex objects, but there is nothing hotter to me than a ball-less man. i would love to be penetrated by one. at the same time, i feel guilt over this obsession, which only fuels my masochistic desire to be castrated. i feel like i do not deserve the one remaining nut i have left. at the same time, there are many reasons why i dont think i would go thru with it. my masculinity is very important to me and i dont know that i could afford hrt for the rest of my life. well i hope to talk with u all more. ((hugs))

so cute you are