I am fascinated about being a eunuch since i saw a documetary about hijras many years ago.

And after long years of never-inside in my marriage, my wife has a certain fascination for this subjact too.

So i am thinking a lot about castration, but i am afraid that the final, irreversible cut.

Now i want to try it with medicaments, i am so curious about the changes in my mind and body.

Buying the medicaments in the USA probably will cause problems with the german toll.

So where can i get them? which ones do you recommend?

Please help me to get the experience of being a eunuch!

It will be the first step on my journey of complete emasculation.

So, if the chemical way causes no bigger problems, i wish my orchiectomy, with no way of return.

Next, i want my scrotum totally removed.

Finally, i need my penis removed, to become a nullo, a perfect eunuch.

Thank you for your help!

Punthali: I have read your posting with interest. Have you thought about Chemical first, This way if you try it and over a few months you do not like the effects you can always spot the injections. You can try (inhousepharmacy) and they will ship to your door without any body knowing. Then read all you can about chemical Castration, on this great website. If you do use Depo Provera, it is VERY easy to use, and then write it down as you start to go thru some of the changes. And what is great about this one is if you do not like it JUST stop using it, But find out all the info you can before you start anything. Just be safe

harveywrwh: Thank you for your reply, it is very helpful for me. I read a lot of the infos here, but now in my beginning it is a bit confusing, there are so much different medicaments. The first problem is, where can i buy the essential medicaments without problems in Germany, it seems that inhousepharmacy doesn' t deliver in Germany. So i have to check, what can i get, and then make the decision, what stuff will i use for my second step in emasculation. I think, the first step is already done, i thought for years about becoming a eunuch, and now i am sure to try it.