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teticle pain
Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2011 7:52 am
by murphy82244 (imported)
most of my adult life I have been submissie and had a deep sence of wanting to be dominated by a women. I have been able to get my wifes to participate in someway of domination. I loved being tied up and have my balls abused etc. At one point in my life I was diagnosed with priostate cance...I was treated with radiation and along with being a diabetic my cock shrunk and was unable to obtain an erection without the aide of a vacuum pump device. Eventually I was chemically castrated for a year because my psa was high. I was taken off after 1 year to see if my psa would remain low. It wasless than 1 while I was under chemical castration....has gone up to 3 at the current time. While under chemical castration I had horrible hot flashes, sleepless nites, weakness in muscles, no sex drive what so ever. When they took me off the chemicals my body slowly started to return to normal.....for about 2 months I felt absolutely great, no hot flashes etc..., I also experienced a unique calm...I was no longer controlled by my sex drive.....I thought about sex but did not dwell on it....absolutely GREAT. E ventually my testosterone came back to normal and again I am cotrolled by my sex drive which is constant...undesireably so. I am constantly masturbating or trying to and at this point in my life it is hard to pisk up 67 year old women to have sex with...they are no longer interested. Leaves me in a costant urge to have an orgasm. I have not been able to find any prostitutes in my area , here again, I am 67 and too old for many to bother with. I injected alcohol in one testicle today, used to do this regularly but stopped when my testicle swole up. I am trying to kill the one testicle that gives me pain every morning. I am not sure I want all those side affects from castration, but the calmness was unbelieveable, if only I could achieve that by it self. I like abusing my balls by using a tens unit on them...well,I also bought a burdizzo and anesthesa maybe I could find an individuall that will help kill the one testicle. Well thats my story.
Re: teticle pain
Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2011 12:10 pm
by smoothie36 (imported)
Do you want to have yourself castrated?
Re: teticle pain
Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2011 9:44 pm
by califdesertguy (imported)
i have been having problems with first my right testicile started to hurt and sometimes it moves to the left one i asked my dr. about it and he said that alot of guys iam 60 and even guys in their teens have to much fluid in their ball sack so as i was talking to him i said i wished i could have my balls removed and he said sure he could do it,so now iam trying to decide if i really want it done by the way iam a widower 4 grown kids and a submissive to men (iam bisexual)so its really hard deciding what to do and i dont know anybody that i can really talk openly to.
Re: teticle pain
Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2011 10:47 pm
by large one (imported)
I had a problem with a very painful L/H one and I found that an injection of 3CC of vodca twice a week stopped all pain and had no ill effects. Yes, you can expect them to swell up and hurt but when you stop injecting them that will be it. Now you could hit mine with a light hammer and I fell no pain where as before i would have been doubled up on the floor.
murphy82244 (imported) wrote: Sun Oct 16, 2011 7:52 am
most of my adult life I have been submissie and had a deep sence of wanting to be dominated by a women. I have been able to get my wifes to participate in someway of domination. I loved being tied up and have my balls abused etc. At one point in my life I was diagnosed with priostate cance...I was treated with radiation and along with being a diabetic my cock shrunk and was unable to obtain an erection without the aide of a vacuum pump device. Eventually I was chemically castrated for a year because my psa was high. I was taken off after 1 year to see if my psa would remain low. It wasless than 1 while I was under chemical castration....has gone up to 3 at the current time. While under chemical castration I had horrible hot flashes, sleepless nites, weakness in muscles, no sex drive what so ever. When they took me off the chemicals my body slowly started to return to normal.....for about 2 months I felt absolutely great, no hot flashes etc..., I also experienced a unique calm...I was no longer controlled by my sex drive.....I thought about sex but did not dwell on it....absolutely GREAT. E ventually my testosterone came back to normal and again I am cotrolled by my sex drive which is constant...undesireably so. I am constantly masturbating or trying to and at this point in my life it is hard to pisk up 67 year old women to have sex with...they are no longer interested. Leaves me in a costant urge to have an orgasm. I have not been able to find any prostitutes in my area , here again, I am 67 and too old for many to bother with. I injected alcohol in one testicle today, used to do this regularly but stopped when my testicle swole up. I am trying to kill the one testicle that gives me pain every morning. I am not sure I want all those side affects from castration, but the calmness was unbelieveable, if only I could achieve that by it self. I like abusing my balls by using a tens unit on them...well,I also bought a burdizzo and anesthesa maybe I could find an individuall that will help kill the one testicle. Well thats my story.