I am a 40 year old male , Exteemly high I.Q. , and a dedicated believer in disipline of thought , body and energy enhancment,

I have a tradition of mental concentration in my dutys to my self and others . I have a Male master and I feel all energy needs to focus on one penis and such his .

My Brother who is 2 years older was able to be done in Europe by a Expert in Romania , I have a lot of admiration in his advancement to be what he is.

I want it to be a right of passage not a surgical thing without celebration.

Do any others feel its a speacial passage in life like me>

My brother has made the great change to Mental extasy that goes better than the physical.

I want to as well

carson

Speaking for one, ME, I do not consider this as a big thing at all. Certainly nothing rating a ritual. It, to me, seems more like cutting a tree down that is ruining the roof of your house. If you do not trash the house in the process, then you might accomplish what you are setting out to accomplish.

Actually, there are two issues here to contend with.

First, is the loss of function. If you are still capable of functioning then you need to take that step first. Try to see if you can live without sex for a while. Experience celebacy. If you have the discipline that you claim to have, then this should be a piece of cake for you.

This first part may then be divided into two parts also. Function itself and desire to function sexually. You can lose one and not the other. Just because you lost one does not necessarily mean that the other will completely go away. They ARE linked, but make no mistake, they are decidedly separate.

Secondly, there is the loss of the organs, equipment, cock and balls. Of course, if you lose them you will not necessarily lose the desire to function sexually. You cannot live sexual fantasies vicariously through the genitalia of a master, significant other, wife, lover or anyone else. Especially if your desire is gone. But if you still possess your desire then this will make your life VERY unhappy.

You will not be able to EVER be complete without another. If this is what you want then so be it. But BSDM relationships or any other relationships are not on firm ground if this is what is holding them together. In other words, you CANNOT surrender to another what you have NEVER had in the first place. You CANNOT reach fulfillment in life strictly through another person.

What I am saying here is that trashing your sexuality is a BIG step. After it is done you may not be able to go back. On the other hand, hell, you may not WANT to go back. It is possible that it could effect you enough psychologically that you could lose interest in genitalia of ANY kind. Sex will became BORING...That means yours or anyone else's including this master guy of yours.

It is possible that your sexuality is the only thing that is holding your relationship together. If it goes...POOF!...the relationship goes, too. One thing for damn sure. Nobody will EVER get you by the BALLS again.

Let me make an analogy here for clarification. I once knew a woman who liked to grab a friend of mine by his beard and whiskers. When he shaved it off to spite her she left him for another man with a beard. Am I getting through to you yet?

A-1

I have considered those points. I am not in a realationship I am doing it just for me .

I understtand whats involved

Goserelia (imported) wrote: Sat Jun 29, 2002 10:39 pm I have considered those points. I am not in a realationship I am doing it just for me .

I understtand whats involved

May I suggest that, if you have not done so lready, it might be a good idea to read the following web pages.

Sherry’s web pages

Is Castration right for you?

http://www.geocities.com/sherrylanina/C ... ctors.html

The Effects Of Castration

http://www.geocities.com/sherrylanina/C ... fects.html

Surgeons who perform castrations

http://www.geocities.com/sherrylanina/C ... ndWho.html

Oh sherry’s web page we don’t want to forget that.

Carson, I do think you need to research a bit more as your post sounds more fantasy than reality, remember you can only cut them off once and once there gone, there gone. Many of us have had parts removed and we are happy for it, I am not sure 2 years down the road you are going to look back and say, SHIT WHAT HAVE I DONE. I guess most of all I would say to you take your time, you are not your brother and your timetable is different.

Have Fun and Play Safe.

Riverwind

PS Sherry’s web page will be featured in the upcoming FAQ

But, please Carson, I'm sure if you're looking for somebody who feels like you, about whatever you are thinking about, there's a good chance of meeting him/her HERE.

Unfortunately *me, I don't get any point at all (just as usual *g).

"I have a Male master ..." <-> "I am not in a realationship"

"I want to as well" <-> "I am doing it just for me"

I love contradiction, it's like in real life, but you are going a bit far for two postst, aren't you?



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