Just started estrogen cream 2 days ago,estrofem on order
Posted: Fri Mar 04, 2011 9:44 am
Start with some background.
Little over a year ago I took androcur for about 3 months then stopped. Took a long while to get more rigid hardons again. After being off it for quite a while, I suddenly realized looking in the mirror that I had grown some breasts. I don't really know cup sizes, but I was guessing an A cup. Friend says near a B.
When I was on the androcur, because I have low blood sugar, I actually lost about 30 lbs which I've since gained back. The side effect it has of raising blood sugar actually made the weight flow off with no work, just didn't have to eat to keep my sugar up all the time.
So I finally got around to trying to find out what other things could raise blood sugar. I found that progesterone does and can help convert estrogen to T as well so I figured it'd be a win win on that. I have been on progesterone cream for little over a month and had some rather surprising effects. I was hornier more often and more intensely and got hardons more often. Was rather surprised by all that, but I think it was the effects of it that got me to order estrogen pills from inhouse about a week ago.
I was so excited by it I was like non-stop horny after ordering it. It just wouldn't go away no matter what. So not being able to wait the 2 weeks for it, I ordered estriol/estradiol cream from luckyvitamin which I happened to stumble on when I was looking to order a different brand of progesterone.
http://www.luckyvitamin.com/showproduct ... adiol-4-oz
I have been on the estriol/estradiol cream for 2 days, going into my 3rd but haven't put any on yet today. My thoughts are clearer and feel less stressed. Seemed to get that right off the bat. Considering I had to drive a truck out and back about 1200 miles in 24 hours with bad sleep before and only about a 2 hour interrupted nap in the middle of it, I was actually fairly calm and collected and didn't feel on the edge like I should have in those conditions. The estrogen can be the only explanation, cause if I wasn't on it I'm sure I would have been too tired to drive that much in that time and I would have for sure been extremely quick to get mad at the other drivers. Instead though it was a nice calm drive and things didn't get to me too much.
I am loving the internal effects of the estrogen.
When I was on the androcur I had actually ordered 1 thing of the estrogen cream from inhouse at that time. Which was probably a much stronger version and I remember it being such a rush that day. I had even more of a clear headed feeling than on this stuff. I'm not sure if that was cause my T would have probably been lower at that point than now and it would have made it much more of a swing from one to the other or if it's cause of the inhouse stuff being stronger.
I'm figuring when the pills come though and I start on that, then those calm and clear headed feelings will likely be stronger than what I'm getting now.
So excited by the idea of growing big breasts, yet extremely apprehensive at the same time. It could really cause problems at work, but the looks and laughter I could get from it in public are such a turnon. I'm not going into this for the normal GID issues. Something totally different. Part of it is I have always been misunderstood and my words taken wrong all my life. I started thinking my personality is probably closer to a woman's and if the outside matched the personality maybe people would take me correctly more.
I'm not sure how far on this journey I'm going to go, but for now going to keep to a low 1mg once or twice a day dose. Been trying to find a woman into forced fem. I am talking to someone local that might just be perfect, but haven't met yet. Someone pointed me to a site I had never heard of before:
fetlife.com
I have found it a pretty cool fetish site to meet other people and it's completely free. Castration, penectomy, and forced fem are all on the fetish list and have many people listed as interested. Groups for them too. So might interest some people on here.
Hoping my estrogen pills show up this week, can't wait to get started.
Little over a year ago I took androcur for about 3 months then stopped. Took a long while to get more rigid hardons again. After being off it for quite a while, I suddenly realized looking in the mirror that I had grown some breasts. I don't really know cup sizes, but I was guessing an A cup. Friend says near a B.
When I was on the androcur, because I have low blood sugar, I actually lost about 30 lbs which I've since gained back. The side effect it has of raising blood sugar actually made the weight flow off with no work, just didn't have to eat to keep my sugar up all the time.
So I finally got around to trying to find out what other things could raise blood sugar. I found that progesterone does and can help convert estrogen to T as well so I figured it'd be a win win on that. I have been on progesterone cream for little over a month and had some rather surprising effects. I was hornier more often and more intensely and got hardons more often. Was rather surprised by all that, but I think it was the effects of it that got me to order estrogen pills from inhouse about a week ago.
I was so excited by it I was like non-stop horny after ordering it. It just wouldn't go away no matter what. So not being able to wait the 2 weeks for it, I ordered estriol/estradiol cream from luckyvitamin which I happened to stumble on when I was looking to order a different brand of progesterone.
http://www.luckyvitamin.com/showproduct ... adiol-4-oz
I have been on the estriol/estradiol cream for 2 days, going into my 3rd but haven't put any on yet today. My thoughts are clearer and feel less stressed. Seemed to get that right off the bat. Considering I had to drive a truck out and back about 1200 miles in 24 hours with bad sleep before and only about a 2 hour interrupted nap in the middle of it, I was actually fairly calm and collected and didn't feel on the edge like I should have in those conditions. The estrogen can be the only explanation, cause if I wasn't on it I'm sure I would have been too tired to drive that much in that time and I would have for sure been extremely quick to get mad at the other drivers. Instead though it was a nice calm drive and things didn't get to me too much.
I am loving the internal effects of the estrogen.
When I was on the androcur I had actually ordered 1 thing of the estrogen cream from inhouse at that time. Which was probably a much stronger version and I remember it being such a rush that day. I had even more of a clear headed feeling than on this stuff. I'm not sure if that was cause my T would have probably been lower at that point than now and it would have made it much more of a swing from one to the other or if it's cause of the inhouse stuff being stronger.
I'm figuring when the pills come though and I start on that, then those calm and clear headed feelings will likely be stronger than what I'm getting now.
So excited by the idea of growing big breasts, yet extremely apprehensive at the same time. It could really cause problems at work, but the looks and laughter I could get from it in public are such a turnon. I'm not going into this for the normal GID issues. Something totally different. Part of it is I have always been misunderstood and my words taken wrong all my life. I started thinking my personality is probably closer to a woman's and if the outside matched the personality maybe people would take me correctly more.
I'm not sure how far on this journey I'm going to go, but for now going to keep to a low 1mg once or twice a day dose. Been trying to find a woman into forced fem. I am talking to someone local that might just be perfect, but haven't met yet. Someone pointed me to a site I had never heard of before:
fetlife.com
I have found it a pretty cool fetish site to meet other people and it's completely free. Castration, penectomy, and forced fem are all on the fetish list and have many people listed as interested. Groups for them too. So might interest some people on here.
Hoping my estrogen pills show up this week, can't wait to get started.