I have to be honest...I'm here and I'm here for life.

I'm a MtF and I'm probably never going to be able to get the opeation so castration is about as close as I'm ever going to get. And I'm ok with that so long as I get the changes that go with it.

But doing this makes me part of this community. Be it a brotherhood or sisterhood, I don't know.

I just know that I want to be here.

Not just to learn from others how to do this, but what to expect next.

I'd ask that those of you that have been castrated stay around and tell us about what changes you're going through....mentally, physically, spiritually, etc.

Allow others to learn and even grow with you.

I plan to do that.

I'll start giving myself injections as soon as I get the syringes and alcohol. (This pay day? Next, at the latest) and I'll post a blog here about what's going on with me week by week, more often if needed.

I plan to stay here long after it's complete, too. Just to let others know what's in store for them.

Being a eunich is the end of one journey, and the beginning of another.

Or to quote Winston Churchill, "This isn't the beginning of the end, it's the end of the beginning".

I'll bet you when he said that he never thought it would end up on a Eunuch message board!

This is a community - an online community - but a community nonetheless. And it's one of the most open, and honest of which I've ever been a member. Which, once you include my family, is both sad and pathetic. Even moreso when you realize how many churches of which I've been a member.

So please, if you've had this done - stay around. I plan too. I would ask that you do the same.

Thank you,

Rayne

There are quite a few guys here who have stayed around since they were castrated. But like any other fetish or activity, sometimes interests change or just ebb and don't see as important as they may have some years before. I think there are numerous people who will answer questions or give their thoughts but it can get a bit repetitious to say the same thing time and time again. As one who progressed from chemical castration through alcohol injections which finally gave my urologist reason enough to remove them I do look back and thank those guys I met on the EA who watched over me to satisfy themselves that castration was right for me. Maybe I'm fortunate in that there are other active members close to me and I stumbled on them but I have also had great discussions with others in the chat room. But I can also understand how someone can have a long-term desire to get castrated and then when that happens, he is ready to move on to other things. In a way its like castration, your individual effects may vary.

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I'm still here...

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I'm still here...

I see that, thank you.

So tell us....what changes have you gone through since?

Mental? Have you lost muscle mass? Psychological? What can we expect when we get this done?

Yea I am still here just so you all know

I've told my story several times on this forum through the years, so I don't think I'll repeat it now.

I am still here also. It has been 5.5 years since having mt testes removed and 3 since I was able to have the empty scrotum removed. Why leave a great site. There is good advice too for all who will listen. AND there are some great stories to read also. Examples: The Catered Meal, Biology Lesson, and the Simon series. If you leave here, where will you find some great reading?

well, Im still here too, might not say much,

but am still here and read daily one way or another

still trying to work out my own issues;),

(more like who isnt)

WE SHOULD HAVE A SISTERHOOD!!! In a certain very real sense we are actually all sisters here, -those of us who have been castrated (or would genuinely want to be). And although we may go around as "males" in our real lives (I look like a high school or college aged male normally since I cannot grow a beard or have brow ridges etc.) we are actually sisters. It is society that is jacked since it will not recognize us as such or do so when being teased. Actually we really are a third set of genders which encompass the female every bit as much if not more so than the male. As having to be among the "brotherhood" of our society and having had to deny the sisterhood we should actually be a part of a sisterhood here.

I am still here but I no longer remember what it was like to be male. As a 13 year no T eunuch I plan on sticking around.

Dev I will join the sisterhood.