I've been on Flomax for two years now, and , in addition, was on Avodart for about a year, due to prostate problems. Plus, a number of years back, I was taking Depro Provera,for different reasons, for a period of 6 years.
While on the Provera, there was a measurable reduction in my testes size. I was endowed with very large balls, but had them reduced by about 25% over that period. After quitting it, they never returned to their original dimensions.
With the other two, an erection was simply out of the question! Not only did I not have an hardon, but there was not a drop of ejaculate!!
However, while no stiffness, the orgasm I did experience was greater than any I've ever experienced in my life!! When reaching it, my knees buckeled, I shook uncontrollably, stars danced before my eyes, and I almost lost consiousness!!
I'm still on the Flomax, but have cut my amount by 50% and have been off the Avodart for about 6 months now. I can now, at least, get a semi erection, but the return of my ejaculate is a pleasant gift. Its consistancy is more yellow and jell-like, as opposed to being white and cream-like. While the orgasms are not as intense, they are still most enjoyable, to say the least!!
As to penis size, I must say it is in direct proportion to my body mass, which has increased over the past years. When I was a svelt 6ft., 185 lbs., my cock was just over 7" erect. Now, however, that I've ballooned to an imposing 225 lbs., and have a substantial pubic pad, it has shrunk to a questionable 5" when semi and only 2" when flaccid!! I keep my pubic hair trimmed to a minimum, to assist in the appearance and size.
As a gay male, I must admit to previously being hung up on size. I was always drawn to a large phallus. Now, however, I'm more turned on, by what I call, "Baby dicks". I'm totally facinated by small penises!!
In spite of all I've said above, I wish my package was gone. Not just my testes, but my penis and scrotum, as well. I've wanted them gone since the start of puberty. Becoming an adult was a tramatic time for me. I never wanted to grow up!! I did binding and shoving my testicles up into my body cavity, in an attempt to stop the progression, but, obviously, to no avail.
While I did have periods of enjoyment with my genitles, I've always wished for their demise and removal.
Unfortunately, due to my advancing age, it's never going to happen, so I've resigned myself to this fate, of carrying them around for the rest of my life.

Oh, well, such is life!!
I wish to thank the administrators for this site. It has been a source of relief over the years I've been here. Also, for allowing me to vent this off my chest.
I admire and respect any and all men who have gone on to become eunuchs. I applaude your courage and commitment. May you enjoy your life in happiness and contentment!!
nolbow
