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Major life changes

Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2010 9:17 pm
by JessicaH (imported)
I live most of my life as male but the female part is asserting herself much more every day and I'm sure that she will consume me in the future. Stacy is who I am and I only pretend to be that male that others see. He is just a facade of masculinity and may not even do it very well. I originaly made most of this original profile up as I just wanted to stay under the radar and make an occasional post. The guy that I pretend to be most of the time was banned a while back from this site but he won't be back. I Hope you will accept me for who I really am and not the angry guy who was once known here as Ramses.

The avatar is really me and was taken 10-31-10. While I may hold some core beliefs as the former Ramses, I don't care to talk about anything even remotely political. It just doesn't matter and is a waste of time and effort and only causes hurt feelings. I honestly think this board would be better off if political topics were banned with religion. I hope you don't delete me but if you do, I will just go away and not bother anyone here again.

I have got so much good information from this site in the last 8 years and it is a great repository of wisdom and infomation along with some wonderful people who care about the welfare of others. I'm tired of hiding my true self and I'm not going to hide who I really am on this board. I'm sure I'll be on double secret probation if not banned immediately but that's ok as it's their board to run as they see fit and they get to make the rules. As Mel Brooks sai, "It's good to be da King"!

Re: Major life changes

Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:43 am
by CharlieIn413 (imported)
JessicaH (imported) wrote: Wed Nov 03, 2010 9:17 pm I live most of my life as male but the female part is asserting herself much more every day and I'm sure that she will consume me in the future. Stacy is who I am and I only pretend to be that male that others see. He is just a facade of masculinity and may not even do it very well. I originaly made most of this original profile up as I just wanted to stay under the radar and make an occasional post. The guy that I pretend to be most of the time was banned a while back from this site but he won't be back. I Hope you will accept me for who I really am and not the angry guy who was once known here as Ramses.

The avatar is really me and was taken 10-31-10. While I may hold some core beliefs as the former Ramses, I don't care to talk about anything even remotely political. It just doesn't matter and is a waste of time and effort and only causes hurt feelings. I honestly think this board would be better off if political topics were banned with religion. I hope you don't delete me but if you do, I will just go away and not bother anyone here again.

I have got so much good information from this site in the last 8 years and it is a great repository of wisdom and infomation along with some wonderful people who care about the welfare of others. I'm tired of hiding my true self and I'm not going to hide who I really am on this board. I'm sure I'll be on double secret probation if not banned immediately but that's ok as it's their board to run as they see fit and they get to make the rules. As Mel Brooks sai
d, "It's good to be da King"!

Stacy,

I can understand how you had anger issues in the past. Hopefully, you've overcome most of that and you can continue to be your true self as much as life allows you to be.

You look great in your avatar photo. Too bad you live so far away. I'd love to meet you in person if you lived close by.

Charlie

Re: Major life changes

Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 9:01 am
by JessicaH (imported)
Thanks, Charlie. That is very sweet of you. I just hope they don't ban me again...

Re: Major life changes

Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 11:52 am
by AtlantaJim (imported)
Stacy,

When you where in your other persona here you an I never saw eye to eye I had wondered what happened to you and I tend to agree on your wishing or at least thinking that banning politics form the board is a good Idea. I wish you well and hope everything goes well for you.

AJ

Re: Major life changes

Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 12:15 pm
by JessicaH (imported)
Thanks Jim. ;) I'm sure it will go well or go to hell. May be a mix of both. I have a feeling that this is going to be a VERY interesting year...

Re: Major life changes

Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 8:33 pm
by smoothie (imported)
JessicaH (imported) wrote: Wed Nov 03, 2010 9:17 pm I live most of my life as male but the female part is asserting herself much more every day and I'm sure that she will consume me in the future. Stacy is who I am and I only pretend to be that male that others see. He is just a facade of masculinity and may not even do it very well. I originaly made most of this original profile up as I just wanted to stay under the radar and make an occasional post. The guy that I pretend to be most of the time was banned a while back from this site but he won't be back. I Hope you will accept me for who I really am and not the angry guy who was once known here as Ramses.

The avatar is really me and was taken 10-31-10. While I may hold some core beliefs as the former Ramses, I don't care to talk about anything even remotely political. It just doesn't matter and is a waste of time and effort and only causes hurt feelings. I honestly think this board would be better off if political topics were banned with religion. I hope you don't delete me but if you do, I will just go away and not bother anyone here again.

I have got so much good information from this site in the last 8 years and it is a great repository of wisdom and infomation along with some wonderful people who care about the welfare of others. I'm tired of hiding my true self and I'm not going to hide who I really am on this board. I'm sure I'll be on double secret probation if not banned immediately but that's ok as it's their board to run as they see fit and they get to make the rules. As Mel Brooks sai, "It's good to be da King"!

Hl Stacy.....first off I will have to say that you are an attractive looking woman!! I wish you all the best of luck in your future...... I did not know you in your past persona, but what I see with all your posts as SB is a very intelligent person that cares of other peoples issues.....I agree with you on the tremendous amount of information on EA, and the way people here care for one another.......

Re: Major life changes

Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 6:06 pm
by JessicaH (imported)
I'm back. I inadvertantly replyed to a post whick I was thinking economic and not political and I certainly didn't spin politics. My error and I was held to my word to not post in politics so "fair enough". :-)

While I dont really spend much time here anymore, I'm still happy to be here as there are a lot of nice people here. I do find myself spending much more time on another board related to M2F trans issues and just merely reducing T is much less of an issue at this time as I have managed to permanently lower my T and may finish the job at a later time but I'm ok with where I am and I feel at peace with that.

I have made friends lately with several m2f girls and they have all been so nice and helpfull and the last month has been full of new experiences and the world seems to have opened up to an infinate amount of possibilities. So right now, life seems new and exciting and I truely feel ALIVE!

Re: Major life changes

Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 6:17 pm
by Caith721 (imported)
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JessicaH (imported) wrote: Wed Nov 17, 2010 6:06 pm merely reducing T is much less of an issue at this time as I have managed to permanently lower my T and may finish the job at a later time but I'm ok with where I am and I feel at peace with that.

Might you share with us your particular method for "permanently lowering" your T, or was it simply getting rid of one testicle?

Re: Major life changes

Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 6:36 pm
by JessicaH (imported)
Caith721 (imported) wrote: Wed Nov 17, 2010 6:17 pm Might you share with us your particular method for "permanently lowering" your T, or was it simply getting rid of one testicle?

It's detailed in the alcohol injection thread. It should be the last post on that thread. Getting rid of one testicle will not do anything. Your remaining testicle can easily work twice as hard to keep up whith the T demands from the pituitary gland (or is it the hypothalymus?).

Re: Major life changes

Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 4:45 am
by Caith721 (imported)
Thank you, Stacy. Yes, I'm well aware that a single testicle is enough to make up for a missing one. Darn it.