Soon to Be
Posted: Wed May 22, 2002 4:16 pm
Well, after 35 or so years of thinking about it, and 6 years of seriously contemplating it, I've finally decided to become a eunuch.
First a little background. I'm 48, gay, and HIV-positive, and I've at least thought about being castrated since I was 12 or 13. I think I just didn't like what my hormones were doing to me, and it was then I began to want to be rid of them. Since I got on the Internet 6 years ago I've realized it's a real possibility, and I've decided I really want to have an empty scrotum. I suppose the fact that most guys don't want to have anything to do with a guy who's poz has helped make up my mind. After all, who needs constant sexual frustration?
So I've picked my cutter, I've checked his references, we've met each other, and on June 7 I will become a eunuch.
I'll be leaving posts as the day gets closer, and then after the fact as I begin the journey into eunuchdom.
First a little background. I'm 48, gay, and HIV-positive, and I've at least thought about being castrated since I was 12 or 13. I think I just didn't like what my hormones were doing to me, and it was then I began to want to be rid of them. Since I got on the Internet 6 years ago I've realized it's a real possibility, and I've decided I really want to have an empty scrotum. I suppose the fact that most guys don't want to have anything to do with a guy who's poz has helped make up my mind. After all, who needs constant sexual frustration?
So I've picked my cutter, I've checked his references, we've met each other, and on June 7 I will become a eunuch.
I'll be leaving posts as the day gets closer, and then after the fact as I begin the journey into eunuchdom.