Hi. I'm 28 and I'd like to be a eunuch.

I'm a virgin. The idea of having sexual relationships disgusts me. I consider myself asexual toward others. I've never had a date. I fell in love with a girl a few times but it was only platonic and romantic, and I was too shy to tell them and they always had boyfriends so I had my heart broken each time.

In addition, I'm addicted to masturbation and I have a fat fetish. I've become fat on purpose because my own fat body turns me on. Pictures of fat men bellies and man boobs turn me on too. I'm OK with that but the problem is that it's like an addiction and it makes me lose a lot of time and energy, and it is completely useless.

A few years ago I discovered this wonderful website and since then I know I want to become a eunuch. I'd like there was a safe do-it-yourself castration procedure. A year ago I bought an elastrator with the intention to castrate myself but I realized it would be too dangerous and painful for me. I tried herbal products too (MyEvanesce products, chaste tree berries, black cohosh...) but the results are very weak (maybe a very little libido decrease and fat redistribution). A few months ago I learned there was another way : ethyl alcohol injections. I did my first injection tonight and I hope it will work.

As with any body modification procedure injecting alcohol can be dangerous and has it's own set of problems and benefits. Read and pay attention to the remarks made by those who have already done this. Stay alert and don't hesitate to ask for advice from any of us. Be careful. Here is hoping you get the results you want. --FLO--

Injecting ethanol (drinking) alcohol into your testes will severely damage them if done over an extended period of time. I feel it is relatively safe. I injected more than half a liter of 100 proof vodka over about a 6 month period doing 1 1/2 ml injections in each testicle. It took some doing but it did lead to their eventual surgical removal as they had atrophied and didn't produce any testosterone anymore. Others here have or are doing the same thing as well. Don't be afraid to ask any questions or to tell us how you are doing. But be patient and don't expect miracles with only a couple of injections.

Thanks for the welcome.

Don't worry, I am very careful and I have read the ethyl alcohol injections thread for months before I take the plunge, and I will tell you there how it is going.