I just thought i would introduce myself. I am 27 and Live in sydney Australia.

I named myself Cut_cock because when i was born my mother decided she wanted me to be circumcised so now i have no foreskin. A decision I am not happy about because I believe the lack of skin means it is now harder to masturbate and less sensitive along with a whole heap of other reasons.

I found this website almost a year ago now I think and I mainly go into the chat rooms and hope that some nice people will be there and I hope to meet a nice Australian woman. Although I don't think many women come here. I found here while online looking up information on testicular implants. When I was 17 I had both testicles removed the left one removed upon arrival to hospital after a skate boarding accident and the right one 2 days later because of my mother whom had parental guardianship rights because of my age. I am now on HRT using testogel and it is my goal to save up enough money to afford implants.

so this is me hello everyone.

Hi Cut Cock...I, too, am new to this site...My guess is, most men here, like myself, would love to be nutless...You mention that your step mother had your remaining testicle removed two days after the first one...would you mind telling us why? Nice to meet you...Dragonfly from upstate New York, USA

Welcome to the archive.

You can make many friends in here that will share some of your feelings. Ask questions in message board and the chat room.

butterflyjack (imported) wrote: Tue Apr 20, 2010 8:19 am Hi Cut Cock...I, too, am new to this site...My guess is, most men here, like myself, would love to be nutless...You mention that your step mother had your remaining testicle removed two days after the first one...would you mind telling us why? Nice to meet you...Dragonfly from upstate New York, USA

It wasnt my step mother. it was my biological mother. two days after the left one was removed the surgeon told her that the right one was also badly damaged and that if in time it didnt heal correctly it may need to be removed and that there was a chance i would be left sterile from the injuries. well my mum decided seeing i was already in hospital and because we didnt have private health insurance, to avoid further trauma later and dealing with all the issues public health system waiting lists create etc... she asked if the testicle could be removed now. After some discussion with the surgeon it was agreed only to be examined and I was put to sleep having been told they were only going to look at it. only upon waking it became apparent more had been done than just looking at it. the remaining testicle had also been removed. I strongly feel if my mum did not meddle and if i was given time to heal i might have been sterile but at least i would have been able to produce testosterone myself i think. I am also angry because no sperm was frozen at the time of the incident and also my mum refused to help me get testicular implants. Anyway sorry to sound so bitter i dont have anything to do with my mum anymore.

Dear cut cock,

As many on this site can tell you, testicular injuries often do not heal well. Many here sought removal as relief for the pain that comes from having a damaged testicle(s). I would say that knowing the hoops one must jump thru here in the states regarding getting a surgeon to remove even one testicle, that the liklihood is that your second testicle was not going to be viable. Most doctors would not agree to totally castrate a 17 year old if there was any hope of recovery. As to sperm banking, it may have been that from the injury any sperm you were carrying was contaminated by blood , etc.

Might I ask , after all this time why implants are so important to you? You didn't specify that you spent great volumes of time in the nude, or exposed to others , which might be a valid reason. For the most part , any woman you meet , will surely know, (cause you'll tell them) so why bother ?

There are risks from implants , not to mention the cost, and long term they can cause you to need scrotal reduction as they stretch the skin.

As to meeting a woamn who will accept you, there will be many, both those who can not for some reason have children, and also those who would not want them. You must simply be upfront with any potential dates, and not hide the situation. The sooner that it is out in the open, the better, that way you will not invest emotion in a woman who would not accept a eunuch as a partner.

Good luck , and feel free to contact me thru this board if i can be of support or assistance.

Raymar

raymar2020 (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 21, 2010 3:51 am Dear cut cock,

As many on this site can tell you, testicular injuries often do not heal well. Many here sought removal as relief for the pain that comes from having a damaged testicle(s). I would say that knowing the hoops one must jump thru here in the states regarding getting a surgeon to remove even one testicle, that the liklihood is that your second testicle was not going to be viable. Most doctors would not agree to totally castrate a 17 year old if there was any hope of recovery. As to sperm banking, it may have been that from the injury any sperm you were carrying was contaminated by blood , etc.

Might I ask , after all this time why implants are so important to you? You didn't specify that you spent great volumes of time in the nude, or exposed to others , which might be a valid reason. For the most part , any woman you meet , will surely know, (cause you'll tell them) so why bother ?

There are risks from implants , not to mention the cost, and long term they can cause you to need scrotal reduction as they stretch the skin.

As to meeting a woamn who will accept you, there will be many, both those who can not for some reason have children, and also those who would not want them. You must simply be upfront with any potential dates, and not hide the situation. The sooner that it is out in the open, the better, that way you will not invest emotion in a woman who would not accept a eunuch as a partner.

Good luck , and feel free to contact me thru this board if i can be of support or assistance.

Raymar

I want implants because I hate how I look down there.I Also want them because I will feel more confident and will be more comfortable about a female seeing me once i have them. I ave never had a girlfriend and I feel that I would rather engage in a relationship before I tell her i am unable to have children.

As for your comment about women accepting me as a eunuch. I am on HRT I use Testogel and do not consider myself a eunuch.

many thanks for your reply and contribution i did not know implants could lead to scrotal stretching.

Cut cock,

I have a friend who has hypogonadism. Which means that he has no right testicle at all, and the left is very small and shriveled up. His hormonal imbalances were not corrected until he was college age, and as a result is also fairly small endowed as well. He has found that women are very understanding of his situation,and accept him freely, albeit, so far he has not met one who either does not want or can't have children.

He does not have implants, and finds that often in the intial stages of relationships, it isn't even noticed. He makes a point very early in his relationships to point out his inability to father children, and to give the girls he dates the option to break it off.

Using HRT does not change your status as a eunuch. I too use HRT( would not go without for any price), but as a castrated male, I AM a eunuch, albeit a functional one.

Seek out and socialize with a couple nice girls. Don't try for the town slut, but rather nice hardworking, and gentle souls who show interest in you. Be fairly upfront about your situation, and take it from there.

My friend , who dates alot usually waits until they have reached the almost undressed stage and then tells them he is missing a few minor parts. By that time they are more than able to feel his erect penis, and know that he can perform, so it tends to not be an issue.

As to implants, I'd say get out there and develop some relationships , even if they are short lived, and get a grasp for how others perceive you before you make a final judgement. You may meet a girl who actually prefers the way you look now, and would be disappointed if you had implants.

There is no reason why you can't do anything you desire (short of making babies), all you need to do is try. Don't be shy, be proud of who and what you are, and do your best to be the ultimate "catch" to the girls you meet.

All humans have some sort of shortcoming that they must deal with , feel fortunate that yours is not something that is visible every day to all who meet you.

Raymar

Cut cock,

raymar2020 (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 21, 2010 8:01 am Using HRT does not change your status as a eunuch. I too use HRT( would not go without for any price), but as a castrated male, I AM a eunuch, albeit a functional one.

Raymar

Im sorry Raymar but i totally disagree with you I have never considered myself a eunuch a eunuch imply many things that do not apply to me and while you may also say i am castrated I feel this term also doesn't quite apply to me because I am on hormone replacement therapy. I like to simply leave my status as I male who has had both testicles removed.

As for relationships well ide rather form a strong relationship before ever revealing to a woman that my testicles are actually implants hell if i could ide rather her just think I have testicles and that i have weak sperm or something.

cut_cock (imported) wrote: Thu Apr 22, 2010 4:55 am Im sorry Raymar but i totally disagree with you I have never considered myself a eunuch a eunuch imply many things that do not apply to me and while you may also say i am castrated I feel this term also doesn't quite apply to me because I am on hormone replacement therapy. I like to simply leave my status as I male who has had both testicles removed.

As for relationships well ide rather form a strong relationship before ever revealing to a woman that my testicles are actually implants hell if i could ide rather her just think I have testicles and that i have weak sperm or something.

It is NOT that you are unable to have children, it is that you are unable to father children.

Consider looking for a single mother. There are a LOT of 'em around for various reasons.

Be Happy!

cut_cock (imported) wrote: Thu Apr 22, 2010 4:55 am Im sorry Raymar but i totally disagree with you I have never considered myself a eunuch a eunuch imply many things that do not apply to me and while you may also say i am castrated I feel this term also doesn't quite apply to me because I am on hormone replacement therapy.

By definition, you are a eunuch – someone who was born male, but whose testicles have been removed or destroyed. What is important, however, is what your desires are and what you do about your status.

There are millions of eunuchs in the world today. There may be as many as two million voluntarily castrated Hijra in India. There are certainly well over a million men who have been castrated as treatment for advanced prostate cancer. There are smaller numbers of men who have been castrated for a large variety of other reasons, some voluntarily, some involuntarily, some for medical reasons, some for personal reasons.

You are not nearly as alone as you seem to think that you are.

You are taking Hormone Replacement Therapy to replace the testosterone that your testicles would have produced. This makes you physically as masculine as any male who still has his testicles. Unless you told someone, no one would suspect that you were without testicles unless they physically examined you.

For reasons of self-confidence, however, you probably SHOULD have prostheses installed, as do most of those young men castrated because of testicular cancer, because of accidents (such as you suffered), or because of any other medical or involuntary castration. Older men who are castrated to resolve the pain of severe orchialgia, such as MRT here on the Archive was, also usually have prostheses installed.

With HRT and prostheses, you would have replaced all that was removed except for fertility. That is the only thing that cannot (yet) be replaced by modern medicine. There are a much higher percentage of young men who still have both testicles who are infertile than you would probably suspect. Estimates run as high as 10%! You would not be as different as you seem to think.

You will never be a sperm donor, though you can certainly be a FATHER. Your solution will be exactly what many men do, just that you know in advance what you need to do. They discover it only after many medical tests. Fatherhood involves raising a child to become a proper adult. It involves loving and caring for a child.

You will find a nice young woman who already has one or more children, or you and your wife will use an anonymous sperm donor (now a very common occurrence), or you and your wife will adopt one or more of the great many children who need loving parents. Or, you will do some combination of these things.

You might do well by reading MRT’s thread titled “Dealing with Orchialgia.”

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=12886

He has excellent information on implants and on living well as a man without testicles.

The Eunuch Archive is a great source of information on all subjects related to testicles and testosterone. It's good that you found us and have asked important questions, but what is most important for you is that you gain self-confidence and that you get on with life.

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