Hello all,

I'm Charlie and sometimes known as Sissy Charlene. Perhaps that gives you a little hint about me, huh?

I'm a lifelong bisexual, older, white male (of a sort), who has the mindset of a true cuckold going back to the earliest days of my first marriage.

I'm currently divorced and living along.

I have been thinking about castration for the last several years. Just the words "castration" and "emasculation" excite me. I would love to have my scrotum hanging lose and totally empty. However, after doing some research and reading posts from the member of this group, actual castration is most likely out of the question.

What I do is push my testis up into my abdomen so they are out of the way and out of sight. I started doing that when I was a young teen and pushed them up as deep and as hard as I dared to hoping they would stay up there, but, of course, they always slip back down into my scrotum.

I thoroughly enjoy and want to keep my sex drive as it currently is, but I sure would love to become impotent without taking any drastic measures.

I'm open to any and all suggestions from the members.

I do enjoy reading the posts from other members to see what others are thinking and dealing with in these matters.

Thank you,

Charlie - AKA Sissy Charlene

Why not explore your female side. Find a therapist who does GID (Gender Identity Disorder) and talk it out. You might be Transexual. If you are you can explore going on Testosterone blockers (Chemical Castration) and start taking Estrogen.

Surgery is a possible after living one year as a female.

There are other TS folks here who can give you better advise then I but do explore that.

Mrt,

Thanks for your input, but I do identify as a male even though I do have some amount of a femme side.

My main interest is in cuckoldry. That's where the sissy-side of my persona wants to come out to please a Woman who would want to emasculate me.

Unfortunately, I do not have a Woman in my life now, but I do enjoy having a cyber Mistress who likes me as Her sissy-boy who keeps his penis as soft as possible as much as possible.

I still am fascinated by the idea of castration, but I do realize that is much more of a fantasy than real.

If I did have a Woman in my life and She wanted me to be castrated for Her, then I might consider having it done. So exciting!

Your castration desires sound like only fetish. It would be good that you keep your desires only a fetish. Not wanting any to loose sex drive would also point to that. While some males have that desire, they do not always have the finalization desires. May need to go to a counselor to help work this out.

bobbie (imported) wrote: Thu Dec 31, 2009 7:00 am Your castration desires sound like only fetish. It would be good that you keep your desires only a fetish. Not wanting any to loose sex drive would also point to that. While some males have that desire, they do not always have the finalization desires. May need to go to a counselor to help work this out.

I do realize that my desire to be castrated IS a fantasy. Nevertheless, I enjoy the fantasy.

Yes, I DO want to keep all of my sexual desires, but I love the idea of having an empty sack hanging down. That's why I push my balls up inside of me and wish that they would just stay there out of sight.