My first SM experiences started when I was about 18 and I had a girlfriend, Laura, who was 20. She was a curvy blond I was crazy about, and she had a kinky streak a mile wide, even though, looking back on it now, we were really just kids. She already had some bi experience, too. Laura had a girlfriend named Sharon, who was a pretty little dyke about our age, and THIS girl was really something. She was already totally into SM.

One thing led to another, just like it always does, and after progressing from handcuffs and mild whippings, etc., things got steadily heavier. Eventually, I became the sub for both of them, although Laura and I had been switching roles back and forth up till then.

Well, the scene got harder and harder. Pretty soon I was spending the whole weekend tied naked and spreadeagled to a low table in the middle of the living room, and the two of them would torture me and humiliate me and tease me unmercifully. They'd take turns sitting on my face while they tortured my cock and balls, and they'd have sex right in front of me, all the time teasing my raging hard-on until my balls felt like they were in a vise from denied orgasm. Sometimes they'd sixty-nine right on top of me.

ANYWAY . . . one day, Sharon (who was -- get this -- a medical student) bought a really wicked metal device at some SM shop on Hollywood Blvd., and she gave it to Laura. It cost a LOT of money even 20 years ago, and I've never seen anything like it since. It was called a 'castration simulator', and it was a flat clamp that went over the neck of your scrotum, pulling out and imprisoning your balls. Then you (that is, your girlfriend) turned this knob, and a line of steel needles would slowly, one at a time, pierce completely through your scrotum where the clamp was. So you ended up with a row of perforations, and it felt like your balls were being sliced off.

Now, my cock and my balls are still in excellent working order, and everything's still where it's supposed to be, but believe me, I know what having your balls cut off feels like.

So, my question is: Has anyone ever heard of such a thing? I would love to know where I could buy one for a future playmate.

Thanks a million.

Sounds like a device I would love to use on myself and others.

I hope someone knows where you can get one, and lets us know, would be something to add to my growing collection of toys.

Jack, do you remember about how far the needles were spaced apart? This has my interests, and I know I'm doing to be thinking about how it would feel and work.

Well hopefully someone has a link or knows where a device like that can be ordered at.

Do you know what a 'tracing wheel' is? You probably have one or more (I do); it's a common SM toy, but hardly anyone knows what its intended purpose is. It's a steel handle with a spiked wheel on the end. You know what I mean. (They're actually supposed to be used for tracing patterns on fabric.)

Well, the needles on this device I'm talking about looked like a tracing wheel, but with more spikes. So I guess the points of the needles were about a centimetre apart. And when it had travelled the whole width of your scrotum, it left about twenty holes behind it. It literally

DarkkOrbit (imported) wrote: Thu May 02, 2002 6:51 pm felt like your balls were being s

awed off.

jackh,

Thanks for the follow up. Well I do have my "tracing wheel" or "pinwheel" on order. Now that I have my own place, I can easily store my toys.

For those of you that don't know what a "pinwheel" is here is a picture:

http://www.bmeshop.com/images/tpinwheel.jpg

You can order one from www.bmeshop.com the Direct link to the pinwheel page is http://www.bmeshop.com/?cmd=it&wo=118

Awesome Jackh! I don't know if what you just posted is true or not, but it sure was an enjoyable read!

(if it is true, I'm jealous)

Please consider gathering up more experiences you

had with these two and make a full story for the

archive, ending it with your above excerpt.

With even more details!

..... coolio

Dear Jackh I would just like you to know that I also would defend to death your girlfriend's (or any other woman's) right to beat a guy within an inch of his life then fuck him bowlegged with a strap on dildo.......and let me add I should like to vollunteer most whole-heartedly for such an experience

Oh and I am rather good at constructing custom knives and swords so I may be able to replicate this "device from paradise" if you were to explain in detail exactly what you remember of its mechanical functions..........Maybe we could mass produce them and become rich eh?.........or well rich(er) at least:tongueout

Ummm......hey!:( Where did the.......?? Damn! I could have sworn jackh said something about his girlfriend beating within an inch......bowlegged...strap-on dildo etc......... whatever!!

To teez: I'm a bit stunned, frankly, that you would doubt the veracity of a personal anecdote. I'm not the least bit interested in trying to impress anybody. Keep in mind that this all happened in L.A., after all. Still, I'm glad you enjoyed reading it. Thanks for the compliment.

To LonePanther88: I'll try to come up with a sketch for you to look at, and I'll send it to you when I get around to buying a scanner. Thank you, too. I used to be an avid knife collector, so we have that in common.:p

As for including the goddesses Laura and Sharon in future stories, well, I always draw from experience when I write SM stuff. You can't write what you don't know. I wouldn't even try. Rest assured, all the girls I've tortured or been tortured by will crop up in future postings.

Finally, I would just like to point out that this thread exists on the premise that -- based on the feedback I've received for my stories -- somebody, somewhere, is interested in who I am, how I got that way, and what the fuck I'm talking about.



P.S. I'd still like to hear from anyone who knows where I can find the type of device I described as the topic of this thread.

Maybe it would be possible for a woman to wear such a device as jewellery.

Just a thought

your antonia xxx

I'd gladly buy it for her if I could only find one of the damn things. Come to think of it, I'll have to find the right woman first.

Now, please excuse me while I go search for my German-English dictionary.



Regards,

jackh xxx

LonePanther88 (imported) wrote: Fri May 03, 2002 10:40 pm Oh and I am rather good at constructing custom knives and swords so I may be able to replicate this "device from paradise" if you were to explain in detail exactly what you remember of its mechanical functions..........Maybe we could mass produce them and become rich eh?.........or well rich(er) at least:tongueout

You seem to have found your purpose here.

One that I hope to be able to use.

your antonia