Maybe this is not a good question, but in my fantasy/fetish thoughts of castration, I always imagine the blood from the first incision running down my perineum and on to the anal sphincter. To me that would be the sort of jolt of reality that I am actually getting castrated. Did any of the eunuchs on here actually experience that sensation? Was it memorable or routine..?

My castration was virtually bloodless -- no blood running anywhere.

You did a DIY band and slice, no?

During my procedure all but the scrotum and penis were covered by sterile drapes. The blood ended up on the disposeable drapes. Except when he hit a bleeder but luckily I brought cauterizers with me and that took care of that problem. Due to the abuse I had suffered I was disociating more and more. In the later days I began to sleep when traumatized or fearful. Sorry to report but I slept through much of my castration. I am glad I had a friend with me because he was trying to talk me into a penectomy.

Always have a friend with you, even if you do it yourself. There needs to be someone there that puts your best interest before all else. --FLO--