For the past two years I have been thinking hard about being a eunuch. Most of the time the question has been *why* do I want to be a eunuch. The more I read the more I see that should convince me not to do it and yet I still feel the need to. Not knowing why is one thing I want to figure out before I even start to think about doing anything.

So, what are your "aha" moments that made any of you decide its the right thing to do?

Also, I realize sexual desire diminishes but what about romantic desire? Do any of you still enjoy cuddling/kissing and such or is that kind of stuff not important anymore?

I feel I will be contemplating for a while longer but with decisions like these I think its best.

My wife and i played at castrating me for years...my desire to actually be castrated became so great i could no longer stop myself from letting it happen

The method we played at.. i always thought i would end up accidentally castrated

My wife was always very careful to make sure that it didnt happen...until one day she decided i would be better castrated.

When she asked if she could castrate me i was so far over the cliff into being a eunuch...i could no longer say no

i found becoming a eunuch did not change much

I tire much easier..the red blood cell thing..that is one change i did notice

I have been married 35 years

18 years as a eunuch

i still get erections...they are just slow to build and are more difficult to maintain

it takes me 45 minutes to build to a orgasm....the orgasms are worth it...they are mind blowing now

my wife loves it that it takes 45 minutes or longer..and the multiple attempts on my part

i rarely initiate sex ..my wife does that... as well as the kissing and cuddling..which i only did before to get her interested

i have sex with her about 5 times a month...some times i dont finish..it never bothers me now....i wanted it every day before i was castrated..now i could go for months without thinking about it ...my wife brings it up....usually she grabs me and leads me off when she wants it.

My castration did something to my wife ..she never showed much interest in sex before I was castrated...now she wants much more

Sduyck, sorry if you already answered these questions but out of curiosity, was it your wife that castrated you? Was it during your castration play? Did she know what she was doing?

Lasander (imported) wrote: Tue Sep 29, 2009 7:07 am So, what are your "aha" moments that made any of you decide its the right thing to do?

what about romantic desire? Do any of you still enjoy cuddling/kissing and such or is that kind of stuff not important anymore?

My "aha" moment was when i started pulling that part of my body out of site everytime i stepped in front of the mirror.

I still have strong romantic desire. Cuddling & kissing are still very enjoyable, even more so than before. Its still important to me to find someone to share those things with...

I can't remember ever having an "aha" moment. The desire not to have testicles has always just kind of been there.

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Lasander (imported) wrote: Tue Sep 29, 2009 7:07 am So, what are your "aha" moments that made any of you decide its the right thing to do?

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When the sight, or feel of my testicles merely just chilling between my thighs made me angry and determined to rid myself of them. And that the desire to eradicate them had been with me since I was like 10yrs old, and in my mid-20's, just wasn't seeming to go away.

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Lasander (imported) wrote: Tue Sep 29, 2009 7:07 am Also, I realize sexual desire diminishes but what about romantic desire? Do any of you still enjoy cuddling/kissing and such or is that kind of stuff not important anymore?

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Romantic desire has increased much for me. T'aint nothing better than cuddling.

I don't have that moment either, its always been there.

What I would recommend you do is try chemical castration for a year, that will give you a good idea what being a eunuch is like, then if its everything you thought it would be go for it.

River

My wife is a veterinarian

She decided one day that it would be fun to go all the way and castrate me...i was hopeless lost in my fantasy to say no

We planned this as we both knew I would need something for the pain from our many play sessions...and that I would need some treatment after...she set everything up and castrated me in 2 different sessions ..about a month apart

After she did my first testicle ...I was totally hooked and knew I would loose the other testicle

We were very careful and took our time because we were doing something never done before..it was a experiment..a experiment that was a complete success

hazbalz (imported) wrote: Tue Sep 29, 2009 4:16 pm Sduyck, sorry if you already answered these questions but out of curiosity, was it your wife that castrated you? Was it during your castration play? Did she know what she was doing?

Thanks for the replies. They were insightful especially homptydumpty. More food for thought for me.

Lasander (imported) wrote: Tue Sep 29, 2009 7:07 am For the past two years I have been thinking hard about being a eunuch. Most of the time the question has been *why* do I want to be a eunuch. The more I read the more I see that should convince me not to do it and yet I still feel the need to. Not knowing why is one thing I want to figure out before I even start to think about doing anything.

So, what are your "aha" moments that made any of you decide its the right thing to do?

Also, I realize sexual desire diminishes but what about romantic desire? Do any of you still enjoy cuddling/kissing and such or is that kind of stuff not important anymore?

I feel I will be contemplating for a while longer but with decisions like these I think its best.

If you really do not know why you want to be an eunuch. You need to solve this first. For a great many, castration is a fantasy. They dream about being castrated as a thing they need to have sex. You would be wise to search out some professional. A talk to a psychiatrist or counselor could answer many of your questions. They may suggest taking some drug to give you a felling of castration. Too many people act out the fantasy, then find out it was only desire and not the real thing. The side effects can ruin your life as you knew it.

Think twice before going too far.