I keep having this recuring dream and I don't know quite what tomake of it. Any help??

I am awakened from a deep sleep to see the shadowy outline of a man standing over me and holding a cloth over my mouth and nose. He is careful not to cover my eyes as he wants me to see his presence in my sleepy and groggy state. I struggle weakly and briefly against the powerful sexual predator as the choloroform soaked rag has aleardy began to take it's quick effect. I rapidly drift into the helpless drug induced state and sink into my bed. My body is now completely limp and under his complete control. He leaves the rag laying gently across my face to keep me subdued as he quickly does what he does so well. He's done his dirty deed many times and will do it many times more. He knows I've been easy prey for him as he's watched me for weeks.....studying when and how to strike in the dark of night. He knows I am home alone tonite and so he strikes. The manhood thief works quickly as he's done many times before. He reachs

into his satchel and grabs and places the headlamp on his head and switches on the light. Next he removes theo blanket covering my body and quickly removes my underwear exposing my genitals. He smiles as he admires his latest catch and reaches into and remove the burdizzo clamp from his bag. His steady hand grips my scrotum and his fingers search out the spermatic cord of my left testicle. He precisely places the clamp over my cord and firmly clamps down holding tight with his strong hands for 30 seconds. He releases the burdizzo and slides his fingers slightly higher on my cord and clamops down tight again. I am in a deep sleep from the choloform fumes but still my body winces a little again as he swiftly attacks my right testicle cord crushing it within the powerful jaws of his shiny burdizzo. The bandit is precise and acurate as he works over my nuts. He next quietly places the tool back in his bag as his deed is done and the life in my nuts is done. He removes the rag from my face and disappears into the nite with a smile on his face thinking of me and of his next victim knowing that he's stolen away another man's manhood. Later I will awaken in pain and my nuts will already be dead and my body has already began to break them down and absorb them from within my slightly swollen sac.

Freddy Krueger. Stop going to sleep.

You should make that into a story -- you are already off to a good start with this post. I'm sure there are some here who would love to read a story with this type of theme.

As for what to make of the dream, well, dream interpretation is very difficult because it is often very subjective (ie: depends greatly on your own memories and experiences -- the exact same scene in another person's mind could mean something totally different).

I would guess that there is some kind of sexual situation you desire but can not have. Maybe a girlfriend/boyfriend you've wanted but have no chance at ever getting (or have blown any chance you had at getting).

Or, maybe you have an obession with castration. You could never bring yourself to actually do it, yet you want it. The dark mystery figure in your dream satisfies this paradox.

Of course sometimes dreams are just dreams -- they have no esoteric meaning at all. They are just the minds way of relaxing by "unloading" major thoughts. Maybe on the nights you have those dreams, you read a "burdizzo" story that was really really hot to you (on that day, or the previous day), and your mind is just unloading it.

You may well be onto something with the obsession. While I don't think I could ever do it on my own if they were taken from me I'm not sure how much of a fight Iwould put up to prevent it from happening.

Maybe that's why I alway leave my door unlocked in my dream?