Okay, so I've lurked here for years. Countless times I've masturbated to a whole bunch of different stories here. All of them have been related to having my wife, in one way or another, to castrate me.

I have this tie-off thing that has a rubber slide on it that you can snug it down on and on and off, I've been using it as I masturbate.

So yesterday I'm supposedly working on the computer about 11pm and my wife is in the bedroom upstairs watching TV. I was horny and went to a good story I liked here and got the rubber slide out and put it on. I got into the story and was stroking away when I heard a noise and my wife came into the room.

I was able to get the Firefox window closed, I think, before she saw it was this site. She knows I masturbate from time to time and I think she may have even tried to catch me last night after she said no to sex with her.

But she asked me about the rubber slide thing and then she said something like "I didn't know you liked that kind of play." and then she said "did that story on The Soup you on?" (I am referring to a post of mine in the Arts/News board).

She walked away and I'm scared to bring it up with her but I do intensely fantasize about her removing my balls just as I've cum for a last time. Any scenario will do but there are several that really take me there.

How did others here open up with their wives about this sort of fantasy? I do not wish for it in real-life - at least I don't think I do.

Better clear your Web Browser's History after visiting sites like this, until you are more certain how she would respond, or are ready to talk to her about it.

Some women are overly curious about what thier boyfriends/husbands do in private and will "snoop" to try to find out. A friend of mine got into serious trouble with his now ex-girlfriend because he was porn-surfing and didn't think to clear the history. She found it. Big fight. Eventually they broke up.

I'm careful - Firefox is great about that as you can set it to automatically clear history.

Still, I wonder if maybe if she found this site that she might at least see a fantasy side to this? I doubt I'll find many women here who would care to comment on how they'd feel if this was how they found out or discovered the desire?

Prudence (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 19, 2009 4:11 pm Better clear your Web Browser's History after visiting sites like this, until you are more certain how she would respond, or are ready to talk to her about it.

Some women are overly curious about what thier boyfriends/husbands do in private and will "snoop" to try to find out. A friend of mine got into serious trouble with his now ex-girlfriend because he was porn-surfing and didn't think to clear the history. She found it. Big fight. Eventually they broke up.

You'll be O.K. as long as she doesn't start fanticizing about the same thing and want included in your mind games that you play with yourself that are sometimes called "mental masturbation".

Your friend had troubles before the porn revelations of his ex-girlfriend. Otherwise, she would not have started looking to see what he was doing.

You see, relationships are not about fantasy, but they are instead about reality. You can fantasize anything but until those fantasies start having an effect on reality and your relationship starts suffering things should remain stable.

That is, they will be as good as usual unless your partner does not have a firm grasp on reality. When YOUR fantasies OR even your partner's fantasies start having an adverse effect on somebody else it is time to decide which one is more important. Then you must choose, your partner or your fantasy.

steveo_59 (imported) wrote: Tue Sep 15, 2009 8:15 pm How did others here open up with their wives about this sort of fantasy? I do not wish for it in real-life - at least I don't think I do.

I'm probably not the best at answering this question but...It depends on your relationship with your wife. You already mentioned you masterbate regularly to online stories and your wife has refused sex with you. Is this a regular feature? Is she the dominant partner? Does she pretty much control your sex life? I'd be wary if you answer yes and keep the fantasy to yourself.

If you guys have a good sex life and discuss your needs and desires, let her in on your play without sharing your fantasy (yet). Go slow and maybe eventually you can share your fantasy and she could role play some pretty exciting games for you. But you know your wife best.

I would say it depends on the strength of your marriage plus how open you are with each other.