Upon starting siterone, six weeks ago, I ceased consuming alcohol, as was recommended by the drug manufacturer. Seems alcohol reduces the effectiveness of Siterone, or so they claim.

Over the past six weeks I can only assume that my testosterone level has plummeted since I have no interest in sex, no sexual drive, no libido, no erections, no interest in anything mentally or physically to do with sex.

In addition my craving for, desire for, lifelong hope for castration has also diminished to nil.

I made the connection and assumption that the effects of Siterone and the reduction of testosterone were the cause for my reduced desire in voluntary castration.

However, this week, in weakness, I consumed alcohol. Although in the past I did not consume alcohol on a regular basis, when I did, I kept consuming it, beyong a reasonable point. and during these periods I was very close to performing castration on my own. Once I attempted it, and wound up in the hospitall. I damaged one teste, but unfortunately it was not removed. (darn) A scary enough experience that has helped keep me from the ultimate challenge since then, even when under the influence of alcohol.

But to my point. In the past six weeks I was beginning to believe that Siterone was what was helping to eliminate my incessant desire to be castrated. After only four weeks on Siterone, I hardly gave castration a thought. But after six weeks on Siterone, and one night on alcohol, those dreadful castration thoughts came surging back.

So, is Siterone the cause of my lessened desire to be castrated, or is alcohol the cause of my heightened desire to be castrated.

Nevertheless, even with alcohol flowing through my veins, I can't "get it up" and have no interest in erections or ejactulation. But the upwelling in my craving to be castrated is beyond a reasonable doubt. But I again crave to be castrated. !!!!!!!!

Wondering if anyone else has gone through this.

Is testosterone, or alcohol, what drives us to crave to be castrated?

For me, it must be alcohol, for my T levels have to be at very low level.

(I will have them checked this month).

Null,

Been there done that. This is my 3rd time on chemical castration. I have grown a nice set of boobs over the past 6 six years. My T count now varies between 15-20. But like you have strong desires to be castrated. I have use the burdizzo a few times. I just get in a mind set and with a wine enema and some lidocaine spray.........slowly clamp. The first time I keep staring at the clamp after it was closed on my sag........I couldn't believe I did it. I guess my problem is I'm doing it slow till it locks, not fast and hard. Its adjusting to the pain takes a bit. I read lately that it best to pull and twist the cords when the clamp is on to really break the connection. Cords are too soft just clamping. Like many I would dream about a women gettting the job done. But can't exactly run a ad in the local newspaper or find one in a phone book. The last time was about a month ago. It takes 2 weeks for the bite marks to heal. I will probably try again soon, cause I can't stop thing about it. So one night I'll just get into the mind set and "get r dun"