In a documentary I saw once, an oldie was getting an implant to get a hard on (using a pump). He got the clear warning of the doctor that this would course a irreversible damage to the corpus cavernosum and that without the implant he never would be able to get hard.

I don't want to lose my pee pee. It is so comfortable to water a tree sometimes. But if after a surgical castration, I still can get hard (I guess I can) it might be a thought in the direction of "killing the corpus cavernosum"

Does anyone have information??

loveUall

Jean

interesting but it any man were to put an implant in order to get an erection with pump or whatever...doesnt that mean that his member (what a polite way to say:) ) already dead?

Greetings to the kingdom of tulips, oranges

Jean Op den Kamp (imported) wrote: Mon Jun 29, 2009 7:53 am In a documentary I saw once, an oldie was getting an implant to get a hard on (using a pump). He got the clear warning of the doctor that this would course a irreversible damage to the corpus cavernosum and that without the implant he never would be able to get hard.

I don't want to lose my pee pee. It is so comfortable to water a tree sometimes. But if after a surgical castration, I still can get hard (I guess I can) it might be a thought in the direction of "killing the corpus cavernosum"

Does anyone have information??

loveUall,

Jean

The implant you are talking about is two inflatable tubes that is fit inside the penis and are pumped up to cause an erection. They have to shove it in in somewhere and the corpus cavernosum is it. I know a fellow who had an implant and when it broke down, it left his wiener a noodle (his words, not mine)...

However, surgical castration does not touch the penis. Surgeons just remove the testicles and possibly the scrotum. The penis is left untouched.

kizahakan (imported) wrote: Mon Jun 29, 2009 10:03 am interesting but it any man were to put an implant in order to get an erection with pump or whatever...doesnt that mean that his member (what a polite way to say:) ) already dead?

Greetings to the kingdom of tulips, oranges

Sorry, I should have been more clearly. What they showed was that they can help somebody who has big problems to get erections with that implant.

But what I understood was that there must be a way to destroy the corpus cavernosum. Sure not the most delicate way to stop erections. Only to me more acceptable then a nullification

loveU&all (and all kind of flowers, black roses, Ilona's and yep, tulips)

Jean

Dave (imported) wrote: Mon Jun 29, 2009 11:01 am The implant you are talking about is two inflatable tubes that is fit inside the penis and are pumped up to cause an erection. They have to shove it in in somewhere and the corpus cavernosum is it. I know a fellow who had an implant and when it broke down, it left his wiener a noodle (his words, not mine)...

However, surgical castration does not touch the penis. Surgeons just remove the testicles and possibly the scrotum. The penis is left untouched.

Thanks Dave,

I know the implant, the documentary I saw was very clearly. And the problem might just be that a

Dave (imported) wrote: Mon Jun 29, 2009 11:01 am surgical castration does not touch the penis.

I will be honest: If a special little friend is sleeping in my arms, barely naked, he is looking for the comfort and safety I offer him. I love him and my mind can handle this situation. I guess that neither he nor I need that erection and to me it is very unwanted.

Androcur couldn't stop this. It looks like the zoladex implant is not going to stop it, and as I understood it is pretty well possible that after a surgical castration one can get erections....

So maybe my question is: where do I find a gun and shoot it

Please, no needs to explain what a 9mm hollow-pointer will left from my penis,

hoping for an answer to "fix" the problem.

loveUall

Jean

killing the corpus cavernosum

In fact this may be a "next" modification in the list of changes on this board, and it wasn't discussed before, or at least I didn't see it

The title I gave to this thread says so little............

Kristoff, is it possible that you change it in to

Jean Op den Kamp (imported) wrote: Mon Jun 29, 2009 7:53 am "killing the corpus cavernosum"

(Your the angel and I am the horror I know...........)

loveUall

Jean

Why not instead of trying to break your penis, just do not associate with young children alone?

Or do you still think you deserve that privilege?

randy (imported) wrote: Tue Jun 30, 2009 5:23 am Why not instead of trying to break your penis, just do not associate with young children alone?

Or do you still think you deserve that privilege?

Those two questions are a direct hit. Yes, they should be asked. As I found Vietnam, I landed in a situation where I was never alone.There was no privacy, and I can live with that. I had the feeling that I was safe and could enjoy life.

But life can play its games on one.

To answer your last question, I don't have the feeling that I deserve any kind of a privilege like that. This little boy is going to be the hardest job, the biggest challenge in my life. He needs help, he deserves more (not I) And you should live there some years at least to understand that you never can help only by sending money. That he sleeps with me, and his brother, many times his father, some times mr Re (my guide from Dalat), that's Vietnam.

It is not an "alone" in the way you understand it. Doors are unlocked and if you wake up, you need to have a look to find out who your roommates are at that moment. If you need to understand what is going on in a boy like him, you cannot keep that distance you offer in your advice.

Look at me this moment, where am I? What am I doing and for who? I don't have any idea how long it will take before I can go back there.

Sure, if I only think of myself, I can quit my job, finish my last money

AND GO BACK HOME

You have asked by PM for a short and clear answer. I will pray for you that one day you will understand that real life will offer people situations where they have to fight between the answers. And those answers are not just simple and short

As I noticed what was coming toward me, I might have wanted to run....

It was thanks to some of the most respected members of this board that I found back to my courage and toke the challenge

They will read this, and they will know who I mean. My deepest bow ever goes to them.

******************* Thanks***************

loveUall

Jean

and thank you Randy, this was a fair question

and again it might not be clear, sorry Randy. But please don't read that my young friend is changing from one to the other, that is not the kind of Vietnam I mean. It is just that we are not alone, even if we sleep in the same bed. I cannot remember that I have been sleeping with him without other persons in my room

Randy,

Thanks for the PM, I do appreciate it. But this way the readers may just get mixed up.

I have some news:

At 8.54pm I edited my posting. At 9.30pm I got a call from Phuong (2.30am his place). He asked me what was wrong!!

People around me at Vietnam do know about my problems with justice. I didn't hide from the first day I went there. Phuong knows that I spend my time in jail for acts with children. Sitting on a corner of my bed, he has discussed this matter with me, while Phi, his son was sleeping in my arms.

I am between two cultures. I do understand your question, they don't. Phuong knows me for about 8 years, and several years now, we live as a family...............

You will get another answer , a reply to your question in about 5 to 10 months

A reply in Vietnamese, but I will see that an office works out a correct translation

If he starts to tell you what I deserve, I will turn red in my face, I am pretty sure of that.

I got another hard question to think about:

"If this is my world, why do I think that Phi will have a more happy life if I offer him a way out of Q8 (district 8 Ho Chi Minh)"

And something for you to understand Randy:

Phuong was working one day under a car. I saw the car slipping of the jack.

Only seconds later, the car was back on the jack and Phuong horror-stricken

but safe. But he did hear the few words, asking for help, and the word of thanks after I lifted that car back on the jack. For many people you may call this "believe". I am to stupid to believe, better call it "blind trust"

Problems can only exist where one can not solve them!!! If I get problems, I accept them and "pay the bill". I get them a lot, and if I can't solve them I lower my head and ask for help: "blind trust"

loveUall

Jean

I had a penile implant installed in 1996. The tubes do destroy you from having any future normal erections. The pump from that point is the only way to have an erection. I had problems keeping an erection and the pill was not invented yet. There is a pump installed in the scrotum. I had many problems and as later castrated because of infections from the pump. The materials of the implant started to break down and the cylinders were removed. You are right, it left my penis just like a long noodle and I had to have surgery on it..