Been offline and away from my computer for a couple of months, checking in on emails and EA from time to time. Spent majority of the time exploring my thought process as well as working on my tattoo business. I since released some DVDs based around my tattooing (If you're interested in a copy PM me) and I'm working on a film based around my thoughts towards penectomy as well as my researching and meeting with people who can help me through the process if/when I decide to go through with the procedure.

Sounds like the thing to do.. learn about it.. even enjoy the fantasy before you do anything..